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Originally posted by vanhippi
When I was younger, I had this friend who was, shall we say, very eccentric. And when we were playing games (Nintendo 64 FTW) he'd say "Y'know, the game world behind you doesn't excist when you're not looking at it". Back then I ignored him and carried on playing Mario
But thinking about it later on down the line, I realised what he was saying. Does a place in a game that isn't on the screen you're looking at excist? When you walk past something in a game, does it just dissapear from excistence when it's no longer on the screen... I still can't get my head around it, because technically it's right... or technically it's wrong. I mean, it's above and beyond me, but I never and still don't understand the theory behind it...
Originally posted by The Endtime Warrior
I'm a solipsist, or at least very much so when I was growing up. I identified my inner voice at age 6 and became "aware". I thought everything in the world was fake, including family members and friends- I was the only "real" person. I felt that the universe was tailored for me, and I felt like I was at the center of it. Considering being born so close to this 2012 phenomenon I begin to scratch my head over why was I born so close to this date? To experience supposedly one of the greatest "events" in mankind's history (or so we are lead to believe). Why was I born now, and not in the past? It almost feels like destiny, not that I am going to play a role in it all, but that it couldn't be any other way. I've often felt that if I was to be harvested in some sort of cataclysmic event, it gives a more profound meaning to my childhood....
Originally posted by IrishCream
Yes, I remember simply feeling as if I didn't belong. Sometimes I would imagine that my mother adopted me and that my "real" family were intellectuals who enjoyed dabbling in the metaphysical, paranormal and so on. Of course I didn't know those words when I was that young, but I know them know and I have grown into a person who is (in my own mind at least) intellectual, spiritual and extremely open minded!
I remember when I was a very young child, if I got hurt or I was afraid, I would cry and say "I want to go home". My mother never understood that, considering we were at home most of the time !!
My mother was very active in the Evangelical Church when I was growing up and I was in the church's youth group for about a year. I asked questions out of sheer curiosity, questions about other religions and why "our" God would condemn a Buddist Monk to hell for all eternity simply because he didn't believe what we believed. Another one that really shook them up was aliens. I have always believed that E.T. life is completely possible and even plausible. I asked alot of questions and it disturbed the youth group leaders so much that I was actually sent to talk with the pastor several times. Eventually they told me, very pollitely, that I was interfering with the spiritual growth of my peers and maybe I should seek answers outside of their youth group.
So, I too have never quite felt like I fit in or fulfilled all of societies expectations for "normal" behavior. My oldest son is very much like me, it is only one month into the new school year in a new district and they are already *hinting* that he may have ADHD and need medication!! !! My answer to that is; HELL NO!
Originally posted by The Endtime Warrior
reply to post by artistpoet
I also should clarify, I don't claim that anything cataclysmic will happen in 2012. I just happened to read another thread that was talking about it and then stumbled upon your thread and the thoughts just sort of mixed. Thanks for your thoughts.
Originally posted by Thibotham
reply to post by artistpoet
Yes, I had many feelings as a child I could not describe, people would think I was crazy.
I would often see places in my head I have never been, and feel a select feeling that went along with it, the feeling had no description but each place had it's feeling.
I started lucid dreaming at 3 years old, and could control all my dreams at 3.
I would sometimes look around and truly not feel what I was looking at or where I was as reality (my dreams felt more real), everything was an illusion and I'd jump right out of my body and float around, everybody around me would freak out, as I'd turn pale and become stiff as a board with my eyes transfixed in one direction. In my head however the people around me did not exist, and I would float aimlessly above them.
edit on 27-9-2010 by Thibotham because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by IrishCream
I remember when I was a very young child, if I got hurt or I was afraid, I would cry and say "I want to go home". My mother never understood that, considering we were at home most of the time !!
Originally posted by IrishCream
My oldest son is very much like me, it is only one month into the new school year in a new district and they are already *hinting* that he may have ADHD and need medication!! !! My answer to that is; HELL NO!
Originally posted by elliotmtl
That story about your older brother is quite inspiring. I love it when children refuse to play by the adults' rules.