Originally posted by jtma508 I'm not a professional but your post is very typical of someone in the early stages of schizophrenia.
OP, I would tend to agree with jtma508. I know someone that has gone through what you've gone through. He did not think he was God but God was
talking to him, on regular bases. And he was under surveillance at all times.
Seek serious professional help as it is not
necessary to go through what you are going through.
This is just free friendly advice.