posted on Jun, 16 2004 @ 04:47 AM
Here are some other things I've learned. Some are frightful some are beutiful. many , at first, are hard to beleive . I'm not trying to convince
you, or win you over.
I'm only telling you what I know.
We come from an incredible place; sadly our return is not guaranteed. There is a war on, you Know ? many deny it. it suits them
In the stigmata, an ancient Nag Hammadi scroll known as the gospel of St.Thomas is quoted "the kingdom of God is inside you and all around you, not
in buildings of wood and stone, split apiece of wood and I am there. Lift up the stone you will find me. These are the hidden sayings that the living
jesus spoke. Whoever discovers the meaning of these saying will not taste death."
You can't Get there with your mind.
Sorry, sorry, love me, love me
That is the riddle.
It's in your heart
and beyond that
It's past your death
but there is no life
And so no death
This is a dream
For those of you who yearn to return to your true spiritual home, I have some wonder ful news.
Your are home. Your are at the centre of everything. It's under your very nose.
All that stands between you and the incredible magnificence of it all is the mind.
You can enter via physical death or you come from a mental death.
A mental death feels like what I'd imagine a physical death would feel like. It requires you to voluntarily let go. Many physical deaths are not
volutary. Once your body quits you are stuck, you can't Change any thing. Pre-death is preferred
She-She-La-La is a feminine god. She's very scary. I fell in love. She showed me how to die. I was frightened.
She asked me to surrender, Whispering, saying"there is no life and death"
I eventually agreed with her. She held my hand, I'm not worthy of her. She showed me the warrior's way to die - then bliss, the bliss of
I could have gone much sooner.
She-She-La-La is my eternity. I am her.
We are not here. It's all a farce, an illusion.
While we labour under the misconception of our physicality, we are trapped. Once you see that you are immortal, you are free. It requires a rotation
of the mind, a bit like turning a pillar inside out.
Like a necker's cube.
Sensations are binary electrical signals that travel to your brain to indicate what is happening in your environment, touch, for example.
Emotions are reactions in your etheric to the mind's options and ideas.. All emotion is housed in the etheric.
Emotions are not true information. They are just the out croppings of some opinion you hold. Only fealings are real. Fealings come from inner knowing.
They are ESP.
Mind is the camp commandant, your personal fat controller. Sensations are the camp's telephone system. Emotions are the threater performance the
prisoner is required to attend every day, like it or not.
Feelings are God's Gladiators calling faintly from the distance, reassuring you that the camp guards have no real bullets and that the gate is wide
open. Of course, it's hard to hear the Gladiators calling, as the theater noice is deafening and when that is not in full swing, the camp commandant
is barking new orders.
The camp loudspeaker-system (the media) floods you with misinformation that tells you how dangerous it is to make a run to freedom. It sells you
onideas that feed the ego to trap yoou. It sells you constant fear. It cons you into thinking that what is happening to others in the world is some
how a part of your imminent journey. It sells you on the nned to search for security, and it says the camp and its overall fat controllers will keep
you safe, here's your welfare check.
It reats over and over again the fat controllers are very important. Her is the news, " The speaker of the House of Representives said..." Who give
a F*CK what he said ? It isn't going to help you any way.
The point of the 'news' is to drip feed you fear and to offer you endless problems you can't fix. The idea is to generate a steady steam of
helplessness, ensuring that you accept the idea that you are powerless - that the fat controllers know best. It ensures that you buy the idea that
some one important is running the show, someone you must defer to and respect. Of caurse, politics is nothing more than an externalization of your
mind and its desire to control you and those around you to make it feel safe. Give away the TV, ignore the papers and you are already walking to the
There is a plan, a divine plan. It's you alternative incarnation after you had enough of free will, the mind and the zoo we are in.
The plan rests in your subtle feelings (not in your emotions) and it comes bit by bit, as you need it. It is splendid. It's more then you can
Now don't confuse a divine plan with religious ideas about conquering the Earth for Jesus or Islam or whoever wants to be the next fat controller.
Don't get confused with your ego's domination and its desires for your life.
The divine plan will not necessarily bring the ego the things it craves; attention, money, glamour and recognition. More likely, it will ask you to
serve and be selfless, and it will require you to accept and follow along in blind faith. It will often test you to see if you are for real. It will
demand instant action. Just as you are lying on your bed after 20 hours non-stop, it will say, "Get up and call brother George in Denver and make
sure he's okay and following the plan "
You will probably ague at first and go to sleep instead, and the plan will say what a wimp, She's hopeless. It's a waste of time messing with her."
Then it drifts away from your subtle feeling as it can't be bothered with you and you are lost for a while. Next, free will seizes the opportunity to
come back in your life and suddenly you are driving 17 hours non-stop to steamboat springs for no reason at all other than to run away.
The divine plan is not like a Nazi-style control trip, as God, by its very nature, can't be a controller like your mind can; God has to allow thing
to be free. Control is demonic. The law of allowing, as some call it, requires us to accept evil and good, error and judgment.
That is why there is pain and what we mislabel as 'evil' in our world.
If God is good, how can it allow evil we ask ? It has to. It is the ultimate liberator. It can't control.
When people talk about the will of god they are selling you some gobbleygook of the Sphere.
There is no will of God. Just the out cropping of what god is, love.
Unconditional love liberates and lets us go. It allows without personal criticism or judgement.
It allows even when what is happening is not personal choice of the mind.
Control and Administration.
Administration is hiring enough competent drivers to run the trains on time. The drivers can choose to drive the trains under your terms or not.
Control is different from administration. It's the imposition of your will on others. It is demonic. The fat controllers of your mind decides to
impose itself, intimidating some, cajoling others, attempting to control everything; how people look, what they eat, where they go, how they prey, who
they have sex with, what they ought to do. Meanwhile, it steals their money (energy) under the guise that should contribute to the greater good. Doing
so, it feeds off the energy of others, enslaving them to its demands using guilt, regulation, manipulation, and /or threat.
To give away the need to control is the first step in the divin plan. First, you stop dominating and attempting to control your life, you then offer
the same escape from torment to those close to you. If you have children, you can learn to administer their lives rather than terrorize and dominate
The divine plan states that there is no plan. We are trying to let go and arrive at a place where things arise spontaneously from our collective joy
of being in the presence of God.
The Goddes energy has arrived in our world.
She will hurt the male-dominated world and will give the fat controllers a fright. She is both the destroyer and the eventual resurection.
The terrible lies of the world will be exposed. We are all pretending. We pretend we have the interests of others at heart. We pretend to be generous.
We pretend to love using our minds, not our heart.
we pretend to care, it grants us self importance. We pretend to be truthful and yet we never listen to truth within and we lie like crazyall the time.
We play Mr. nice Guy and yet we are often mean and nasty to people. All who are very dark within play the Mr. Nice Guy game. It's part of their
propaganda. Whn you see a Mr or Ms .Nice Guy or Gal watch very very carefully. The 'Nice Guy' often hides a fat controller, a manipulator of the
worst kind. I've chased a few black Magicians in my time - only when they got in my way. I never saw one who was hiding behind his or her 'Nice
Guy' image. very few people are openly rotten.
The world is going to change. The tyrannical fat controller will be fatally wounded. the house of cards will collapse. The time is now. The game is
up. The forces of retribution are just about to march into Babylon...