posted on May, 25 2010 @ 07:43 PM
Damned Redeem Yourself Away
There are many who fail to understand the fake nature of repentance. You should not renounce if somebody denounces its sinfulness. Who is to judge
what, and why ? You have had your impalement. Yet do not desire to escape the threatening and inspiring judgment or inquisition !
No conversion of purpose, no abhorrence of Evil. There is no real change in the life or death. No matter you lament the not so great suffering with
drawn sword, filled with betraying terror and heartbreaking grief in your soul, stay the ultimate collision or ego-intercourse, acknowledge your
innocence when proven guilty as conviction takes hold upon the mind and heart beyond conscience. Sorrow well for the sin itself, show mercy.
Man feels the hate of God, the ugliness of love, the boredom of purity. Just here is a point on which many err. He refuses to be church-cleansed,
crushing false prophets in whose vaticunning spirit deceit resides and grows like wealth and cancer.
Satan is the source of every impulse, and even makes an outward reformation, dark. His good deeds will not be blotted out, however much his
justifiable rebellion pierced him. Let us drink from the broken cisterns of this world to at least half-quench our thirst !
You may have flattered yourself humbly like the common, laying bare the deformity of your character. It makes apparent the unhallowed desires, the
infidelity of the heart, the impurity of the lips, the serpentine of the tongue, the sharpness of the teeth, for worse, loathe the others, for better.
Love yourself, you are blameless. Be what you have always been ! A vulture ? Can the leopard change its spots ?
The very atmosphere of the unfallen universe beyond slaughter blessings, in the statement “ … then may you also do good who are accustomed to do
evil. “ takes hold of humankind penetrated in a heavenly fashion by its own inhumanity and the wonders of its natural habitat.
There is generosity testifying to the terrible enormity of virtue like endless pain, you might eventually become a partaker of philosophical life and
death. It suits you well. What the hell ?
Do not dwell either on the shortness and uncertainty of life or the largeness and certainty of death ! Spiritual strife will not do any good to help
you struggle. It makes matters even worse. However, you are free to try and stick to it, if so you choose. Life and death, like love and hate, are
Siamese twins, inseparable like virgin thighs, completing your destiny. Never mind.
Your floodgates of waste have opened mourning worldwide. Calvary stands as a memorial of the amazing sacrifice required to atone for the transgression
or aggression of the divine law. See, you are a trivial thing, reacting upon yourself; softening the heart, benumbing the misunderstanding, capable of
Few are quieting a troubled conscience with the thought that they can change a course of evil when they choose; that they trifle with the invitations
of mercy, and yet be again and again impressed.
Neutralize all your naivety by reaping the harvest of that which you have sown yourself, conflictive emotions. What you do not overcome will overcome
you. He who covers his grave sins will not prosper. Reveal yourself like cheap pornography, and you will have mercy. The human animal that you are is
all you have got to occasionally jerk off to.
Implicitly explicit material is given through covering this biblical matter. Confession of sin, whether public or private, should be heartfelt and
freely expressed, like in front of a perverted artist/scientist/priest. It is not to be made in a flippant and careless way, or forced from those who
have no realizing sense of the abhorrent character of it. Your ideals are filthy rags. You must not wait for stronger persuasions, for better
opportunities, or for unholier tempers. See through the better lies and nobler examples. We can do nothing of ourselves without the thanked-for
suffering and the applied madness. Cum as you are to whoever or whatever suits you. Despair is the last resort.
Your ingratitude for this Hell on Earth may have oppressed your soul, and must have severed you from the Devil after God. What indignation, what fear.
What vehement desire, what zeal, what vindication !
Leave the intellectual religion, cut the anti-religious crap, too, and work out your majestic destruction as a monumentally creative prelude to the
oblivious salvation of the Apocalypse. Damned redeem yourself away.