posted on May, 12 2010 @ 10:56 PM
I feel you there. But I read this book on the sub concious, and have been applying some of it's methods. What bugs me out with today is how things
seem to be coming out in patterns with me. The weirdest thing would be how I had a lucid dreaming/astral projection experience after drilling my head
with those phrases. But before I had wrote that e-mail to myself, I had written another. I like to call myself a poet at heart, and in this mail I had
closed my eyes and just let my hands write it away. So as I go to my computer today, i'm reading this RANDOM ASS letter I wrote to myself last night,
and it's basically hinting things to me right now. I'll post the letter I had written to myself, so you can get a picture of what i'm talking
have experienced much through such a short time span. In that span, two life altering situations in which I had feared for my well being, made it's
historical steps into my spiritual journey. Fear is such a trivial emotion that derives from the mind. All it takes is that defiant voice, in the back
of your head to shout over the fear with words of bravery and wisdom. Never let such a thing control your life, and when you master this art, then the
world is truly your's to grasp. Twice, I went through this. Hands rapidly shaking, my heart beating and thumping with the potential to just tear
through my chest. Paranoia of being in the dark, for fear of capture. Capture of what? I had been captured by the negativity in my mind, but it was
for the last time. The little voice in my head was impatient, tired of it's valiant efforts being neglected.It took a step forward and was to be
heard. At first, soft ... but before you knew it, the shouts of stalwart qualities resonated through my brain, my heart, my legs and arms. I beat away
the fear and knew that only one thing could over put a restrain on my unlimited potential.
And as I began to realize this, my life and the world I journey through will forever more change. For the good ... and it will because I shall be sure
So it's kind of weirding me out right now. I know something out of the ordinary is taking place with me.