How does one graduate to the next "grade"? Simple: learn all the lessons of this one. And they're not THAT hard really, no, otherwise you'd not be
here, would you? No one is where they don't belong! You're all more than adequately prepared to learn any and all lessons of this grade, NO ONE
alive is not capable of this, else they wouldn't BE here! All that exists, is that way for a reason - otherwise it wouldn't BE what it is. Think
about it please - our planet is in this state for a REASON, and that reason goes beyond our current understanding, though our collective choices are
heavily factored in. Yes, ultimately, everything is CHOICE, because if we did not ALLOW this world to turn into what it is, it wouldn't be this way
no matter HOW MUCH "aliens" or "God" or "you-name-it" would want it to be, we are the final frontier for this world's condition! Collectively
mankind allowed this to happen, but not without provocation from "outside" forces, who benefit from this! Here's some food for critical thought for
thouse who are open minded enough, and courageous enough to temporarily hold back their beliefs and just THINK without reservation, just THINK - let
ALL your assumptions and beliefs that have been inspired upon you by THIS world take a back seat (I know, what I'm asking for is nearly impossible
to accomplish, but try?), FOR THE MOMENT at least. Feel free to resume believing/assuming as you please after you read this next piece, but I warn
you: If you truly open your mind and think about this, and UNDERSTAND IT, you might never be able to return. If you don't understand, it's because
you have prejudices in your mind, and it takes much effort/time to clear out your prejudices/assumptions/beliefs, though in the long run, this is the
***ONLY*** way truth will be found, there is no other alternative!
Parts of what I'm going to say I have mentioned in my previous posts on this forum, but I'm going to now put the different clues/pieces of the
puzzle together for you guys, as I have done so for myself, and as others have done for ME and for each other - and hopefully this will spark
something inside each of you that will help you overcome your fears to go beyond your "box of assumptions" - that very same box that has been
programmed/conditioned into your mind by PARENTS/FRIENDS/RELATIVES/TEACHERS/ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY/everything else since birth, and same box that you
all desperately hold on to when faced with uncertainties and the unknown - well DROP IT! The most obvious example of that box is religion: HOW MANY
are afraid of stepping back from their religious beliefs, afraid to LOGICALLY THINK outside of those beliefs, for fear that they will somehow be
PUNISHED for even THINKING outside the religious doctrines (be honest with yourself, this is for you to answer to yourself, not to me). Well, if
you're not religious, that fear may not control you as much, although YOUR OWN fears are based in OTHER ASSUMPTIONS that you have been conditioned
with, and there are PLENTY of them, so don't think yourself outside beliefs completely! But those who ARE religious, those will have the MOST
difficulty understanding what I am about to say, but it is STILL not impossible - MENTAL EFFORT is all that it takes, and if you truly UNDERSTAND what
I will say, plan to send a letter of resignation to your Pastor, for you won't be seeing him anytime soon!
Please keep in mind that although it takes effort, patience, and open mindedness to understand some things, learning is truly FUN. Therefore, if
you're NOT having fun reading this, or doing anything else you do in life for that matter, I recommend that you stop and think about why that is, why
you're doing it at all, and what's at the ROOT of this "grim" outlook. EVERYTHING in existance is FUN when seen from the proper perspective, and
it is our perspective that we can CHANGE, as we can ONLY change ourselves, never another, or the entire world for that matter. That's one lesson that
humanity is yet to learn.
Having said that...
What is chaos from one point of view, is order from a higher perspective, and so it is for ALL things. Some people look at nature and see perfect
order, organisation. Others see chaos, randomness. The less knowledge you have, the more chaotic the world seems. The MORE knowledge you have, the
more control you see, the more awareness of the natural order of things you begin to have. Don't get me wrong, wherever there is FREE WILL, the
chaotic and unpredictable factor of CHOICE will always be present. However, the more knowledge/awareness you have, the more you are aware of the fact
that most of our choices are FORCED choices, they are non-choices. Most of our choices are not based on much thought, although we tell ourselves that
they are - things like: Whether to buy a car, whether to buy a house, whether to celebrate christmas, whether to wear certain clothes, whether to
listen to certain music, whether to walk in a certain MANNER, to TALK in a certain manner, whether to go to school and which school to go to, which
sorts of people to associate with, etc. If examined, a pattern of "non-choices" begins to appear, or more accurately "forced choices". Most of the
time, we "fall into" these things. This can be more accurately described as "programmed" to do these things. We tell ourselves "I live my life as
I choose", but this is a self-calming lie among many that we tell ourselves, because the "choice" does NOT exist! Think about it! No really, THINK
about it, because we're even conditioned to NOT THINK and BRUSH THINGS OFF if they don't fit with our pre-programmed BELIEFS and ASSUMPTIONS. It's
easy to brush this off, but perhaps it's time we all stopped and TRULY thought about ourselves, who WE are, and what sort of REALITY we TRULY live in
- perhaps it's time we stopped being controlled by our emotions/habits/programs/beliefs and CONTROL THEM instead? Know thyself people, and you shall
know your own reality and others!
Humans are ALL, without exception, SERVICE TO SELF beings. Yes we are, the very act of eating is already service to self, along with 99.9% of
everything else we do (more on this later). With this comes a body-centric orientation, where we concentrate on preserving and pleasing the body, the
self, the thing we assume makes us who we are. In the scope of infinity, which is how long everything exists and will forever exist all at the same
time (more on that later), how long are our physical lives? 60 years? 70 years? 80 years? 120 years? This, obviously, is NOTHING then! So the question
is, why are we so preoccupied in self-preservation, at maintaining this flimsy, EXTREMELY BRIEF, transient existance? What drives us to seek
POWER/MONEY/ATTACHMENTS/PLEASURE, and to TAKE as much as we possibly CAN, in our really short lives? I know what most of you are thinking at the
moment, "Not true, I give a lot to others too! I give money to charity, I give things to my friends/family etc, so it's not like I only TAKE!".
I'm going to try to say this as gently as possible, so as not to alert the EGO, because if I alert your EGO, this is when any and all mental activity
instantly STOPS and the non-thinking programmed machine takes over COMPLETELY, and we don't want that, at least not during this reading! Let's now
take a 1 or 2 obvious examples of what you call "GIVING" and see if it is truly what we tell ourselves it is, because we already know that we tell
ourselves a LOT of self-calming lies, lies that make us think we're something that we're truly not, because being SELF-SERVING, SELF-CENTERED,
SELF-PLEASING BEINGS (control your ego at this moment PLEASE, I KNOW it doesn't like being called all that), we do NOT take pleasure in objective
reality as it TRULY IS! Let's take "giving money to charity, one that sponsors little homeless kids in Africa" for example.
Whenever you do something, it is wise to always examine your motivation for doing so - your TRUE motivation, not what you tell yourself to make that
nagging voice in your head shut up (Like "I'm doing a good deed here! I'm a good, giving, loving person! Yay me!" This is one of those lies we
tell ourselves.. more on that later). What do you think are the motivations to give to charity? Let's take some obvious ones first.
1) It is a GOOD thing to do, it is simply GOOD!
Mike here: Do you realise that NO ONE ever does something that they think is inherently evil, and think themselves as being evil? Everyone always
thinks that whatever they do is for the GOOD of.. whatever. This makes good/bad subjective because everyone has their OWN idea for what is good and
what is bad or evil. There IS no universal definition, it is SUBJECTIVE which means in your MIND. I understand that this is elementary for some of
you, but not for all of you, ESPECIALLY the religious people - they will have the most trouble with this, because their RELIGION defines what is good
to them (or they think their heart does), and it's hard to escape that programming, really hard. Understand that HITLER, in his HEART, thought that
all that he did was GOOD for the world, GOOD for everyone - he TRULY DID! And he was CHRISTIAN! It doesn't matter that you DISAGREE and think it was
REALLY BAD, because there is no such thing as objectively bad - and that's the whole point. The HEART is not a reliable tool for determining
good/evil - everyone's heart says DIFFERENT THINGS, whether you like it or not! Good and evil therefore, are absolutely SUBJECTIVE, which means once
again, they are transitory and have no consistent meaning, they do NOT exist! Now that this is out of the way, let's move on. What's another reason
for giving money to charity?
2) The money helps those kids, or whoever the charity happens to sponsor! It makes their lives BETTER!
Maybe, maybe not! Remember what I said about "chaotic nature of the universe" due to FREE WILL / CHOICE? First, the obvious: You don't really know
where the money goes, and who perhaps pockets it - but let's say you DO know by tracking it, and it goes to the kid. Remember the old saying, "Money
doesn't lead to happiness"?. How do you know that the kid it goes to wanted it, wanted the "stuff" he got from it? How do you know he wasn't
satisfied with his existance? Because if you were him you wouldn't be? That's because you grew up PROGRAMMED to see money as the "BE ALL END ALL",
and CONDITIONED to HAVE and WANT many many things, that we objectively do not need at all! Money for us is usually the "one thing that makes you
happy, the thing that gives you STUFF, and STUFF makes you happy!". Do you think 200 years ago people were unhappy because they didn't have CELL
PHONES? How about 1000 years ago? Yes, cell phones make long distance communication simple, but were they UNHAPPY that they couldn't talk to someone
in CHINA for 10 cents a minute? Did they care?? Now, what if I took YOUR cellphone, and you could never have one again, would you be unhappy? Do you
see now? What's the difference between YOU and someone 1000 years ago? Why would YOU be so damn upset, and they didn't care at all? Remember, during
this entire writing, you were to leave all assumptions and "brushing things off" at the door! Now please THINK with me here.
As you can see, your programming is what defines HAPPINESS for you, and whatever you were conditioned to believe leads to happiness, will make you
happy - which is the SAME for good and evil for that matter. Therefore, you cannot imagine how OTHERS can be happy WITHOUT THIS, you were not
programmed to UNDERSTAND this, and it will take effort and some mental gymnastics to SEE that HAPPINESS is ALSO subjective - you can be HAPPY whenever
you damn well PLEASE! We all think "If only I had this or that... I'd be happy" or "If only I could do this.." or "If only my life was
different.. I was skinnier... I was prettier... I had more MONEY... I had a better house... I was married... I wasn't married... I had a better
job... better nose... and the list goes on for infinity...". As you can see, we are PROGRAMMED to see happiness OUTSIDE OURSELVES, because otherwise,
how would those ELITES make money off of us and control us? They cant't if we realise that happiness ONLY comes from within, and you can be happy AT
ANY MOMENT YOU WANT, WITHOUT any OUTSIDE prerequisites, NO EXCEPTIONS!!! This is an extremely important lesson for humans to yet learn, but as you can
see from this world, the "powers that be" are spending a LOT of effort to prevent us from LEARNING this and seeing this, among other things. PLEASE
stop, and read the last 2 paragraphs again, if you have ANY misunderstanding or confusion AT ALL, because you should not - we didn't get to the
difficult parts yet, we're still covering the basics/preliminaries!
Let's look at another reason for giving money to charity, and get this "good deed" over with..
3) Because it makes me feel good to see all those kids happy, to see them well-fed, well-educated, clothed, and with access to medicine!
Well, there you have it folks, and this is true any way you spin it, and this is also where your EGOS will have the MOST problem - if you want to
think about this rationally and truly understand your TRUE self objectively, keep the ego down, give it a bone or something, pacify it temporarily!
You see, you ARE doing this to make yourself feel good, because if giving to charity made you feel BAD, you would NOT do it! Why do I say that?
Because it makes you feel so BAD when these kids do not have the "Things you deem as GOOD to have for any human being". This is because your
conditioning/programming says: Everyone should be happy! And then, this same programming, tells you what is the REQUIREMENT for happiness! Remember,
we are service to SELF beings, we're self-centered, and therefore, when we see OTHERS in what we PERCEIVE as "bad situation" from our point of
view, we feel BAD ourselves, and in order to make ourselves feel good, in order to make us STOP feeling the GUILT of seeing another "in trouble"
(according to our definition of what "in trouble" means, just as we've been conditioned to understand this), we GIVE things to others, hoping this
will also make them happy, and NOT even realising that happiness is subjective, that they could've been happier than YOU before you gave them
anything! Do you know that the highest suicide rate in the world is SINGLE, RICH, white men? Not poor black men. Not homeless chinese! SINGLE, RICH,
white men. If THIS doesn't tell you something, then I suggest you wake up, and open your eyes. Why do you think hollywood marriages never work out,
and that most celebrities/rich people are either on drugs or heavily medicated with anti-depressants? Must be because they're so damn happy with
having all that money, that it friggin hurts! Yes that's it, they're so happy it hurts. Mhm..
Now we come back to this phrase again: Free will. When you GIVE when you've not been ASKED, then you make a JUDGEMENT and decide what is GOOD for the
other person, you decide for THEM what they truly want (without consulting them of course, because you KNOW better!), YOU make yourself their judge,
and appoint yourself as the one responsible for their happiness - you convince yourself that it is a GOOD thing to do (GOOD being subjective, but you
can't let a little thing like subjectivity prevent you from self-praise can you!), and as long as it's GOOD, you cannot possibly be doing anything
In reality, you VIOLATE their free will by GIVING when not asked, and the ONLY intention you can have when you GIVE without being ASKED is
self-serving - it can only serve YOU to do this, either by eliminating your guilt that you have something they do not, and therefore are "better
off" - or because you think THEY NEED whatever it is you give them, which is also SUBJECTIVE because nobody NEEDS anything, and if you THINK they do,
you're subservient to your programming, which dictates YOUR needs! You think YOUR needs are also other people's needs, and your programming doesn't
allow you to think otherwise - once again, if you wish to UNDERSTAND and SEE this, put in the mental effort, keep ALL of your beliefs and assumptions
AWAY. Otherwise, your programming will tell you exactly what to do when you read this: Your ego/emotions/conditioning will NOT be talked to in this
manner, you're much too good and much too important to yourself to be told that you were living a lie, no siree bob you will have none of this! See?
Reading this without doing the prerequisites won't do you ANY "good", and by this GOOD I mean you won't learn anything - except maybe that I'm an
idiot, because your ego loves subjectivity, it loves self-praise and putting others who talk of things you weren't PROGRAMMED to understand, DOWN.
Kick the program, take charge of yourself, if only for a few moments.
Having said that.. again...
The point was, we only give when it benefits us, whether emotionally or otherwise. In other words, we still TAKE, and this means, we practically
NEVER, if at all, actually GIVE! That's an extremely difficult thing for humans to do, who are designed to be service to self! This is not YOUR
problem, this is EVERYONE's problem! We are beings that TAKE, and while doing so, convince us that we're actually giving! As long as we're
convinced of this, we don't CARE for the truth! Remember, we live to FEEL GOOD, NOT to understand objective reality as it is, and if objective
reality isn't what we want it to be, we'll lie and create an illusion for ourselves, and reside within, as we have. Perhaps it is now time to
RETHINK this illusion. Yup, all this means all that I'm writing here, is not to GIVE, but rather to TAKE - I try to present certain concepts that I
haven't been asked for, in HOPES that some people will wake up and begin to see, and help others. I understand that most will not, and will regard
all if not most of this as nonsense. However, it will please ME, my self-serving SELF, if someone DOES see the truth of these statements, and DOES
begin to LOOK objectively at THEMSELVES and tries to understand who they are, and therefore, begins to understand many other things about our
universe, our reality, and other humans. Yup, I have vested "interest" in giving this message due to my desire to awaken people, who have NOT asked
to be awakened (desire is in itself a service to self attribute)! However, perhaps some of you DID ask, and WILL see this message, and WILL awaken
because of it, and THAT is why I was inspired to write it in the first place. Like I said, our awareness prevents us from seeing certain things in our
reality that exist and are seen from a higher perspective. One thing is clear: no one's free will is violated, because you have to make the CHOICE to
read this message, I didn't impose it on anyone.
More to follow soon, where I'll discuss the nature of our universe, and will logically demonstrate the following points:
1) Not only do aliens exist, but they are AWARE of our planet and have always been aware of it. BY saying this, I am saying, it is absolutely
IMPOSSIBLE for it to be any other way, and if this wasn't true, it would create a contradiction which by its very nature cannot exist, and does NOT
exist. Therefore, that is true, and I will demonstrate soon, as it's 1:33 am now.
2) That time doesn't exist, and this leads into understanding of our universe at a fundemental level, which also leads into #1 above. This means
that, before you can understand #1, you must first understand this #2, which I'll explain soon - and when you understand, you will SEE beyond a
shadow of a SINGLE DOUBT, that this is indeed true, and CANNOT POSSIBLY be any other way, which means - it's NOT! Let your ego rest for now, I
haven't said anything yet, I'm only preparing this, and will post it tomorrow. I also realise that some of you may already UNDERSTAND it, but
considering that it is only a previous FEW, I am offering it to ALL who wish to read it.
Once again, your ego is screaming things like "Oh you think you're smarter than everyone else?" now, and I suggest you give your ego a big kick in
the head. Why? Because smart is relative, and I'm a genius when compared to some, and I know NOTHING when compared to others. That "smarter than
everyone else" routine is ego-based, and it is of course relative, and most of all.. that is absolutely NOT true. If your ego cannot accept that some
people have more knowledge than you, which is inevitably TRUE whether you like it or not, then tell your ego to go away for now, or I cannot respond
(read next paragraph).
Time is running short, we're at the brink of some big events, and with that in mind, I'm posting this. If I was ever going to present my findings
on ATS, to present what I've learned and understood, that time is now. I will NOT argue with anyone over any of this, I'll only DISCUSS in a calm,
rational manner. Remember, I will not talk to your EGO (And we BOTH will know when it's your ego, unless one of us is lying to himself, then one of
us won't know), I will not talk to your PROGRAMMED NON-THINKING SELF (we'll BOTH know when it's a PROGRAM responding, not YOU. Unless of course one
of us isn't vigilant and paying attention to his own programs, then yup only one of us will know this), and I will not talk to your
BELIEFS/ASSUMPTIONS (because the minute I hear things like "You're going to hell for this" or "Good definitely exists! I feel it in my heart!" or
"I'm NOT programmed!" then we'll both know that it's the "denial program" running, which denies all that doesn't conform to your
assumptions/beliefs. Pay attention to those please!) If you are unable to contain any of the 3 aforementioned things, please try, or do not expect me
to reply. Thank you in advance!
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