posted on Sep, 26 2009 @ 06:40 PM
The way I am and the things I find fascinating, be it a Conspiracy, the Paranormal, even Human behaviour, came to me at the bright young age of 9.
Horrific as it may sound, I used to huff lighter gas, why? because my friends did it and I didn't know better, anyhow, I used to hallucinate after
doing it for several months, sometimes I would get through 3-5 cans a day, nobody but my friends knew, then one day I had the biggest and worst
Hallucination ever, before then they where kind of funny, but I found I could understand people and situations a lot easier.
Anyhow this one day, there I was lost in the world of never land, and I heard a noise sounding like a rope whipping tight, and in an instant my brain
told me to tighten up, as I did thousands upon thousands of Piano wire type cables, came swinging from all directions, with huge weights on the ends
In those seconds and even though it really wasn't real, I was convinced it was totally real, I was sliced by each cable as it hit me, each one
travelling through my body, and each and every one of them felt real also.
Details get really gory and gruesome after that but I shall spare you the entire ordeal.
Anyhow after that single incident, I could tell when people where lying, didn't matter who it was if they even told a white lie, I knew it, I could
watch the news on TV and read between the lines so to speak, we had a friend who became leader of the Liberal party, David Alton who visited us once
or twice a week, I always liked him nice guy, but then one day just before an election (he wasn't leader at this time) he was talking to my Mum about
what he would do if he was elected again as our local MP, promises etc usual political rubbish, and I was sitting listening and watching, and as he
was speaking, it was like what I could hear was totally different than what he was saying, like he couldn't stop telling the truth, but lying from
It was happening all the time, got me out of fights at School, helped me avoid dangerous situations on more than a couple of times, also helped me
listen and see the World around me in a different light or from a different perspective than I had before.
Even now today everyday, it happens all the time, I can read for instance posts on here and see which parts belong, and which parts are added and
false, like the stories can be immediately picked apart and placed back together in the right order.
I still can see a lie a mile away, and can also tell if a situation is not right and instantly know what to do to avoid it, my wife tells me it's
like I run on instinct 100% of my life, I can tell if someone is upset before we even speak, or if someone is happy.
It used to be strange but now it's just normal to me anyhow, I've heard it all from I'm psychic, to I have a special gift, I have been told I can
calm a room to a instant relaxing calm just by talking in a calm voice, even right after I walk into a room where people have been full blown
All what I said above is why I am into Conspiracies, Paranormal, anything unexplained or unjust, I am nothing special, never ever claimed to be.
What I firmly believe is, huffing that gas as I did, opened up something in my head that has never closed, to me it feels like it does to taste, or
smell, I cant heal or do prophecy, wouldn't if I could, I cant really do anything to help others , apart from tell them what my instincts tell me to
do when I put myself in their shoes, that works pretty well when it's genuine and not full of lies.
I know gone on a bit like I always do, but the question was asked, and that is what makes me what I am, and who I am.
It has lost me a lot of friends over the years because of lies ETC, but also has made me a lot of true friends, no enemies because I always have to
tell it the way it is, and they end up understanding what I am saying, like the School fight thing I mentioned, we part with understanding and respect
of a sort.
It gets on my wife's nerves sometimes, she tells everyone I have an advantage and it isn't fair in a nice way of course, she is a lot younger than I
But that is what made me the person I am right now, and back then, right through.
And no I don't claim to be anything I am not , I am a Husband and Father, and that is it.