posted on Jul, 14 2009 @ 12:11 PM
As a new member I can only post a new thread in the introduction forum. Hope no one gets upset but, I need to get this out and get some answers.
For the past two nights I've had horrible nightmares! I'm sure your thinking well your new to ATS and some of what we read about might cause some
people to have bad dreams but, it's not that at all. I haven't been on the sight for a while and my dreams don't pertain to aliens or the end of
I've had nightmares before, I can recall when I was a child being strangled in my sleep fighting for my life. My father came into my room once, I had
my hands grasping the man who was choking me I was trying to pull him away from me. My dad couldn't wake me and he could NOT pull my hands apart, he
said it so scary because he was watching me trying to breath. He felt helpless. I woke that night to my dad praying at my bed side, tears streaming
down his face because he was so terrified. There was no man, I was dreaming. But, the marks that man left on my neck... clearly showed I was being
choked and this dream was serious. My dad had our preacher come to our house the next day. I don't like talking about it but, the man who was choking
me, was defiantly not of this world. I've dreamed dreams that have come true. I've had day dreams, that have happen. My mom didn't believe me for a
long time until the day we were in the car and I said, that green Toyota's going to pass us and he's going to spin out, hit that truck and if you
don't slow down and veer to the right instead of the left he will hit us. She believes me now. I hate talking about these things because I don't
think people take me seriously. But, lately... I just can't deal with it alone.
I am a firm believer in learning to control your dreams. I know I can from experience. When I'm in my dream I can recognize I'm dreaming and
sometimes play with it. But, lately not so much. Two nights ago, the end of my dream is all I can really recall, I dreamed of being in a car with my
mother. I knew I was dreaming, but something happen, we were driving through a parking garage and she stepped out and the car went over the edge. At
this point I was scared, I knew I'd wake up before the car hit the bottom, ' you die in your dream you die in real life ' - not a believer. But
when I hit the bottom, I felt no pain, there was nothing. Just darkness and I sat there, I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming, if I was still the
car. There was nothing, my heart was pounding in my chest. I wondered "Am I dead?", I was quite terrified because I couldn't pull out of it. I
wasn't sure if I was even breathing. When I did awake, I was gasping for breath, my chest felt like someone had shocked my with those paddles you see
the doctors use on television. Honestly. You know when you take a water bottle and play with the side popping it in and letting it pop back out. This
is how my chest felt.
Last night was worse, because I was fighting to wake up, I could wake up. I don't want to get to detailed with it but, I couldn't get out of the
dream, my children were with me I couldn't protect them. I felt drugged. I felt like that was the only thing hindering me from taking control and
getting out (by that I mean waking up). It was so scary. Every time I thought I was awake I'd get out of bed and before I knew it... things would
start happening again and I knew I was still dreaming. So again and again I tried to wake up and I just couldn't.
A family member woke me up today, she shook me until I came out of it. I'm dreaming but, I'm not rested. I'm so tired, and I'm scared to sleep.
Can anyone tell me what's going on?
Can anyone relate?