posted on May, 22 2009 @ 03:50 AM
A few days ago, there was a thread (lost track of it now) about angels. Someone asked about angels and something about how to find the name of your
personal angel. I didn't reply to the threat, if I had, I could find it more easily.
Anyhoo, I thought to myself (because I had to walk to the store late at night) that when I pass the church on the way (which always has new sayings on
their billboard out front every week) it will name my angel. Well, I did go to the store and it had some quote and 'Joshau' in quotations within
it. I smiled.
I don't know if he was an angel? Do you? I know of him from my limited religious education like many -- Joshua was a character in the Easter movie
Either way I felt better.
Very recently, I think a lot. I live like a Christian, am good to people etc (I hope) but had no requests to God/Jesus, I never 'ask' persay for
anything. I have my son, a roof, food. I thank God and Jesus for these 3 things every night. Other stuff does not mean much to me. I am glad when
he comes home from school and is safe under this roof again. For a teen, he is a good (very good), smart boy.
The other night, again, I did not ask for something but I asked what I could do for God/Jesus. No answer.
I never win anything. I never get a break. Today though, I won $100.00 from buying a lottery ticket spur of the moment out of boredom. That winfall
isn't much to some but it sure is a lifesaver to me this week. I only buy the tickets that the proceeds go to a charity btw. I buy a lotto maybe
once a year, if that. I asked the air around me if that was Joshua, again no answer.
My son wanted the day off tomorrow. He isn't sick, he just wanted a break. I made sure it wasn't because of bullies or other drama (nor tests)
that made him want to stay home. I said ok. One day won't make much of a difference in his acedemic career. Any day he is closeby is a good day to
me anyways. I just breathe a lil easier. Back in the day, I had to be death's door to get a day off. Ridiculous if you ask me. I don't mind at
all that he wants to have a Ferris Bueller day off to do nothing.
So, let me know, if you have any info on Joshua or if I am barking up the wrong angel tree.
[edit on 22-5-2009 by suzque66]