posted on Apr, 30 2009 @ 01:21 AM
I'm not sure if people believe or are into this kind of thing, I have alot to say, and I'm concerned about saying things becuase people tend to
think your nuts. Let the BS silence and pass. Here we go. Theres so much I'm going to put it into sections for easer reading. I need to get this
out for some reason, to multiple people.
The beginning, from a young age, they came.
I awoke from sleep feeling fuzzy and dreamy with white light shinning out from my window, I went into the throws of intense fear when I realised I
couldn't move my body. I fought with all my strength and dropped to the floor and used my arms to crawl to the hallway, and I blacked out. When I
woke up in the morning I was on
the floor in a different room.
Another time before bed, I couldn't sleep and I could hear footsteps in the kitchen and living room, A thought came into my mind saying it was time
to sleep and I remember getting sleepy and blacking out.
I started having dreams of seeing creatures in my room that would never usually communicate with me, cold, they would hide and almost stalk me, until
they started to develope a more intimate relationship with me, I call them my Grays.
Thoughts in my mind
Thinking that I was a normal boy, I used to have "friends" that I would talk to in my mind to the point that I didn't realise I was doing it over
time, and it became a second nature. We talked about things I would talk to a family member, like daily problems and concerns that I was having like
problems fitting in, going to school, meeting other kids, and analizing behavour that I would relay back in these conversations. They allways tried
to comfort me, like a friend or family would. He never directly taught me anything, but I could feel that immense information would allways exchange
and take place, because after I would ask a question in my mind, I would allways get answers back with very accurate information. And alot of my
question's pertained to behavour and psychology and earth related issues.
I allways thought that it was my guardian angel and as I got older I started wondering where this person was from. I asked the question, where are
you from? I got the reply, "From the stars" Intruiged, I said "Where exactly from the stars?" He said "Sirius". I looked it up and found it
to be a real star system. "What did you think lool?" Is the reply that I would get. They liked to joke alot also and they would not answer
certain question's, I would sometimes demand at times to have questions answered regarding my progress in my life. They wouldn't reply, and it was
then that I started to understand that they wont get invovled with my life directly, only indirectly, until the time was right, and I fully excepted
and understood this.
More into the Greys
The first time I noticed the more intimate side of the relationships to the greys, I saw a star come to me and land in my driveway and it asked me to
come with him, and feeling an all to familiar fear, I promply said no. He tried to presuade me and failed. I did not like these ones and I would
pray for shields to protect me, from god and my ET friends. So I started having dreams where I meet the greys but never see them, and they start more
communication with me, mostly pertaining to having me agree to donate my DNA to them. They would start converstaions with me when I was awake asking
me for a "price". I used to say I want a scout ship, and they allways said "No, we can't do that". And a few times I asked to achieve
telekinesis powers, and they said nothing.
I dreamed my g/f looked out the window and saw a star and for me to come see it. She ran back to me on the bed and said its getting bigger. Within
minutes a red light floored the whole room and 2 greys materalized as we ran to the door and then black.
In one dream I saw greys coming through my window so I ran to the hallway and punched one and watched it hit the ground. I felt too strong, and I
hurt him bad. I black out again, and the next memory I have is on a mothership and I was given a scout ship and I flew around the solor system, with
them in my mind controlling me. Next memory I was back on the mothership and running down a halling trying to get away. I took a scout ship and flew
back to earth on my own, it was going so fast it was scary and I remember the ground coming to me so fast that I thought I was going to hit it, but I
stopped just before the ground. They didn't like what I did. That was the end of it.
One dream I heard and felt this very very deep low thundering humming noise and I had this out of nowhere, extremely intense fear, to the point that I
was clutching my stomach and kneeling to the ground about to throw up. I looked out the window and saw a very large part of a black object that
seemed to be much larger than our house and moving really slow like it was landing. From my perspective it must have been from the side. I was so
scared the next thing I remember, Im walking up a ramp without knowing why and seeing 2 reptilian type beings standing there, then black, and next
thing I know they are in a room with me trying to teach me telekinesis, and teach me to understand how it works. I remember him saying to feel the
object in my fist and to connect that feeling to my mind and imagine it moving while using a great amount of strength to get it moving off the table
and up and down for a short while. It made me tired and my hand sore, from clenching my fist so hard.
Reptile experince continued on page 2 and more including WWIII, past lives, and the meetings.