posted on Mar, 26 2009 @ 10:52 PM
Just today, my girlfriend left for a trip to Italy. It's only for 10 days, and she will be back next Monday (not this coming one). Anyways, we've
been going out for quite some time (Almost two and a half years) which is quite a bit for people our age. To be rather honest, I can't say I've ever
felt so lonely. I could of gone as well, but it was for the better that I best invest the large of money elsewhere (a new car) but now that she is
gone, I feel so empty. The worst part is, I know I shouldn't because I'm a Christian and I believe that God is my everything.
But this isn't a religious debate because I would of put it in ATS then. My point is, am I too attached? I have not felt so lonely and bad since my
parents got a divorce. We're pretty young, and it feels odd not seeing her for such a long time because we go to school together everyday. I really
feel not very good right now, and I could not stop crying today. I feel like such a baby, and well, sometimes getting other peoples' insight from
across the internets can oddly make one feel better.
Am I just overacting, or is it normal? I now it's normal to miss someone, but like this? Crying and feeling a sense of dread? Ugh, it's driving me
insane but I just feel better typing this here.
lol thanks for your time.