Mans True Conection with Himself

What a mind we have. A great thing called contesness keeps us aware of where we are and what we need. Even ideas are held in the form of words and campairible similies. but how far does this concusness go? Free will is to blame for good and bad, but is it real? The majority of people use it as a tool to rebuce or influence but do we really have a choice? From the day where born we are trained with ideals, words/ vocab, and rules. Our intrests are an intresting suject along with our fears and both are formed through experence. So i ask again where is the freedom? I may make a choice to do something discureged and find great consiquenses good or bad. The choice doesn't matter at all for the out come and as far as an accual choice in the matter i am who have been trained to be as a human in the great pregression of things. Some call it fate but i call it the way things work.