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Originally posted by BASSPLYR
We aren't even really friends we are more like friends with a common friend and e see each other a few times a month. The hardest part is that even though shes generally bowing me off or too indifferent to text me back, when we do hang out alone about once a month there is all this weird tension and chemistry. she tells me that I'm attractive and that I look great. Even managed to drop into conversation a few weeks ago questions about what I look like down stairs. she always wants to talk about some vague sexual topic and constantly plays with her hair while talking to me. she's interested in everything that interests me or pretends to be. will sit like 8 inches from me but will dart her hand or leg or whatever away from me instantly if we by accident brush up against each other for a millisecond.
But she doesn't ever take the bait ad want to hang out with me, she will return texts or messages like, "just wanted to say hi." but never ones that are along the lines of "hey what are you up to later on." or anything about hanging out.
Originally posted by BASSPLYR
I think I should just give her a simple note telling her how I feel and my old notebook filled with 12 years of poetry I wrote about her (but like an idiot never showed her) smile softly at her say goodbye and then disappear. I'll be around, just not around I guess.
:bnghd::bnghd::bnghd:
Originally posted by BASSPLYR
Now all I need to do is get in super duper shape, have the hottest body that any guy she knows has. get really really good at being alluring, get a really kick ass wardrobe so I'll look fabulous at all times. be super witty, and intruiging, and basically be everything she wants in a man, but be really unavailable. Flaunt some really hot girl in front of her to cut her down...basically to make her super jealous and want me more than I want her. Yeah thats the ticket!