posted on Jan, 21 2003 @ 12:09 PM
It's like a wrenching feeling(in the chest/stomach area), it comes on so slowly that I don't even notice it's there until I think about it, or it
becomes unbearable.
True, moving was a bad experience for me, it lead to the divorce of my parents, my being totally ridiculed at school all the time, and becoming
severely depressed.(another symptom I notice that happens)
I wind down, fall into a repetitive motion for days, space out a lot, get sick, and then somthing happens. I noticed the other two times it came on
quicker. This time is different, but the same feeling, except with a hint of fear, and it came on slower, and kept growing. (that's why I cannot
predict the time it will happen, thus the decade)
It will most likely happen in a few years, but I over esimate, so as not to be wrong.
Just remember, I told you. You had a warning.