posted on Nov, 22 2008 @ 08:44 AM
reply to post by Buck Division
UGH!! I just posted this really cool response and it got booted, no swears words in it. Okay here goes if i can remember everything. i feel like i
don't who I am all the time. I am not sure what I like to do, who i really am, or why i do the things that I do. I cannot make a decision to save my
life. For example, going clothes shopping is very hard for me, because I have no idea what I like. Will i look good in this, i don't know? i try on
clothes and decide, do i really need this, does this really look good on me, and my answer is always no. This is probably why i don't even own much
clothes. All of my clothes are bought by my husband, i rarely by myself clothing. Another example, and I hate this question with a passion, what do i
want to do? My husband asks me this all the time, and i say look dude, you ask me this all the time and you know the answer, we'll do whatever you
want to do, because I have no idea what I want to do? Yes, i get very angry and upset over that question. We always do what my husband wants to do all
the time, sometimes he gets mad at me, but most of the time he is happy and content, and if he is happy and content then I am happy and content,
understand? Oh same thing with television, he always asks me what do you want to watch and I say whatever you want to watch is fine, and usually we do
like the same shows, except for stupid car shows like Top Gear, they bore the piss out of me. that's all i can answer for now.
I have been pondering over who I am for years, and have gone through different stages in my life, I've played the slut card, the goth card,
conservative card, and non conservative card, nothing seems to fit me properly, which is probably why i have no religion as i cannot decide which one
fits me right.
So yeah i have no idea who i am, great thanks for getting my brain to work hard.