posted on Apr, 18 2009 @ 11:29 AM
I know, it's been a really long time since I've replied to this thread. Sadly, my mother passed away the day before the last post here, and I just
haven't had the strength to reply to anyone. I apologize.
Within the first week of my mother's passing, she too came to me in my dreams. After my experiences with the other 2 dreams, I decided not to
"inform" my mom that she had passed. Now, 5 months later, I still can't shake the feeling that I was supposed to tell her. Have any of you dealt
with such a feeling?
I can't remember any of the dream now, just that I wouldn't talk to my mom, because I was too upset, and it felt more like a nightmare to me. I was
aware I was dreaming, and that she had passed, and I just wanted to quit thinking about her and rest. Horrible, I know, but it's the only way I could
cope with it.
The only other odd thing I can point out is as I was laying there, I started to wake up. As my eyes cracked open, I could see what I can only describe
as a holographic projection standing across the room of what appeared to be a baseball player. I don't understand that, as NO ONE in my family cares
about sports, including me.
So, I ask those of you who are more familar with this stuff:
1) Did I screw up by not letting my mom know she had passed?
2) What in the world could the "baseball player" possibly be interpreted as???