posted on Dec, 22 2008 @ 08:09 PM
Hello. My name is Courtney. And I'm very interested in Vampires. My intrest peeked when I read Twilight. I began to do searches on them, to see if
they characteristics matched anyone I knew. Matter of fact, they did. One person. Eric. I kept reading......And narrowed myself down as a suspect. I
always have a craving that tis never fafilled. And I am never satisfied with alot. I dont like most normal food....And, raw meat? Closest thing I eat.
My parents take me to the doctor once a week, to see why I only eat like.....Twice every two days, they can't find anything wrong with me.....I never
understood it until Twilight and my sudden fastination with these creatures of the night.
Cravings are another thing, like, anytime my mouth bleeds from me biting it from stress? I always favor sucking the blood dry. When I get cuts? I lick
them until they stop! When people bleed around me? I go crazy and have to hold my nose.....It's like I can smell the blood....Like I can feel the
crave inside me, it never stops. It hurts when I see my friends bleed, because the only thing I wanna do....Is go after them. And when I come out into
the sun? My eyes kill, and I cant stand there for long, or I get terrible headaches........Animals love me, absolutally. I own Six Horses, my little
man, Rocket? I bond better than I bonded with my father, whom died.
Lemme tell you, we've spent at least 2.5K on computer and phone fixings. Because, everytime we get a new cell, or computer, or laptop! They
malfuntion. Like my two computers, I had them for 2 months, and they all just.......Died. Hmph. Not fair, I cannot explain it....As for Eric?
Wow....He is perfectally flawless!! He loves the finest fabrics, and likes to play the piano, and absolutally loves Saxaphon, and Acustic Guitars. His
breathe is sweet smelling, and his Figure is perfect. His eyes change from Electic Green, to a weird, Moonlite Purple. Serious. He never really eats
during lunch, and, is afriad to do anything outside. His breathing? Usually oddly shallow. And it seems he doesnt breath often!! He is uaually frozen
at lunch.......Its weird!!!
Please, tell my what I am missing to my mistery of Vampires. I'm wondering if there are more in my school.....If somehow, there here now. If all of
this Vampiric stuff is real!! I believe it, though. Truely I do. But....There is always one piece to that puzzle I never see in eyes of one I think is
my love....Maybe. Eric is fasinating....I absolutally love to just watch hime........
Always and Forever,