posted on Sep, 2 2008 @ 07:13 AM
I've always considered myself quite a level headed guy, well untill recently that is. I'd been having some problems with depression for quite some
time and finally gave into the idea of trying out anti-depressants. I must say that I still feel like the same ole bloke I've always been, but with a
sudden new awareness. Now apparantly this new awareness isnt something out of the ordinary when starting on "happy-pills", some patients have
actually flipped out due this awareness...
Where my story starts, is when I was rather young, about 4-7 in the early 1980's . I used to have this feeling that I lived in a world where I was
the only one being watched, and everyone else were mere props (I suppose the Truman show would best describe how i felt). I had numerous weird
experiences as a kid..from the paranormal (which i wasn't the only one witnessing) to predictions (that all came true) to willing things with my mind
(Again telling ppl around me that something would happen and it did) to only mention a few. As time went by, I suppose I became less sensitive to
these things and started accepting my surroundings as real and odd feelings as mere paranoia!
I got to a stage where I accpted all we are taught, space, time, earth and even the undenaible correctness of main stream media. I suppose the only
thing I couldnt get my head around was religion. But a faint belief in the paranormal as some of my unexplained experiences were shared by others
More recently I've experienced lost time, gained time...strange coincidences, prophetic dreams, major paranormal experiences. At first I thought I
just well might be crazy...but then started reading other peoples experiences (The net is a great place!!)....and there are always such close detail
parallels, that I am starting to doubt anything and everything. To the extent where I'm back to entertaining the idea of a possible matrix.
My motivation for this thread, is to hear from others, and their experiences, which they reckon could have been matrix glitches. Also theories on the
matrix and to what extent our surroundings and nature could be part of that matrix. Also to hear from anyone that has started taking anti depressants
and might feel the same way.
I have quite a few experiences and could probably write a book on them all lol, but will post some here from time to time! If you reckon im just plain
crazy, thats fine too! I am always open to constructive criticism.
Hope to hear from you soon!!