posted on Aug, 16 2008 @ 08:20 PM
My screename is GarbagecanA because I did lots of drugs. It was nitrous oxide that introduced me to the voices at first. Then coc aine kept me
talking with them. And PCP. Ketamine did a whole bunch of other stuff that got me into past life experience. All of it gave me visions when my eyes
were closed (third eye?), and I still have that, despite the fact that I've been in rehab and looney bins for over 5 months. After 90 days of clean
time I was in a sweat lodge, this Native American prayer ceremony that I was invited to- that was when the voices broke the silence. I heard singing
in my left ear. The voices were always in just one ear. I would hear recordings of stuff that I had said, # I didn't even remember saying. I'd hear
voices of people I knew, exactly their voices. I'd hear people I didn't know, telling me to suffocate myself. I'd see people that weren't there.
This is getting disorganized, because I'm back to talking about when I was on drugs. After the prayer ceremony in the sweat lodge, they asked me if
"anything sang to me in there", I said, "well, it's funny that you put it that way, because that's exactly what happened, I HEARD SINGING", then
they said, "that's why we phrase it like that." These voices are spirits, there's no doubt in my mind. Some are demons and some are angels. Maybe
that's overstating it, I should just say that some have better intentions than others... I remember one of the voices telling me that I would have to
answer for something I did to upset someone... I've upset alot of people... I really think that showing up on the other side is going to prove to be
the biggest stunt of my career.