posted on Aug, 9 2008 @ 01:06 PM
I am nervous writing this b.c I've never believed in ET's when I was younger. It seemed like there was 'something ' out there after a while, but
never did I think "Okay, yes they are here!"
I had a visit from 'something'. I'm terrified to sleep because of it. I never had the urge to ask about it b4-This happened in 2006. It wasn't
like the experience was wiped from my mind only that I didn't think it was important. I am a spiritual medium, I deal with spirits and see them a lot
and they don't frighten me b.c i'm used to it (it did when I was starting as a child). I record every experience in a journal of which I have about
9 books give or take I havn't counted. Now, I never could muster writing much about the visit-only drew a doodle of a picture.
So why am I thinking of it now non stop? why am I dreaming about them ?
All I want to know is what they want with me, if they are benevolant or if I have reason to stay awake at night in fear.
I'm not sure anyone will be able to know for me the answers-but my Hope is that someone, anyone will have had a similar experience but know more than
okay, here is the experience best I can recall.
(I'm 23 years old now)
I woke one morning (2006 late july ))and I could hear my mom downstairs. I didn't have sleep paralyses (something I'm familiar with b,c I am a few
months away from a 4 year degree in psychology) I could move fine but I was looking down at my sheets and the wall to my left. That's when my body
went paralysed. It was my whole body except for my arms-I was allowed control it seemed to pull a blanket over my eyes..I was extremely frightened
(please keep in mind it took a matter of minutes for all this to happen, but takes a while to explain each sensation).
I peeked out and saw a being sitting at my computer chair in front of me.
Only, I coul dnot even see it. He had on my housecoat-which I left on the floor-It was wrapped around it like a blanket. For a head it had on a weird
type of mask. Maybe like a gas mask? but it looked more like a giant camera for a head. I swear if I didnt think it was a mask i would be calling
them camera beings, with cameras for heads lol.
It looked to be really short 4'8..give or take..but it was all sitting and hidden...so i can't say for sure.
I screamed when I saw it, but nothing came out!
i had no use of my vocal cords. I was in complete panic but my heart didn't increase..I felt normal. my body didn't react to the fear. I often
wonder if that was for my own good? I am lucky I didnt see them I guess, I would be in even more fear maybe.
A few days ago I was browsing my city;s message board and someone wrote in an a paranormal section how they were 'visited'. I didnt believe them,
but i was curious what they'd say- apparently she has the same story I do (I never told her or anyone besides my mom and sister). That's what scares
me, is that the same thing happened to her only she saw what it looked like..and the difference was that what she saw was significantly taller
looking. 6 feet...mine wasn't at all tall looking. It happened in 2006 as well she says..
I'm scared..that's the only reason i'm coming out with my story now.
I don't even know why I wasn't scared the years b4...
if i get any helpful answers (please dont say something just to frighten me more btw..)I maybe can tell about th edreams? maybe they have messages?
[edit on 9-8-2008 by anybodybutme]