posted on Apr, 12 2008 @ 03:15 PM
So I've recently moved out to Arizona to pursue a career and maybe "ascend" in a form of speaking. I want to further myself and thought that would
be the answer. Boy was I wrong. I have never felt such a lack of spirit or soul in a place. I have stopped meditating, which for me is a sign of
general apathy.
Well, I returned home to the NE for a week to ready myself for a move back here. I still am not meditating, at least in a willing sense. But as soon
as I laid down on the couch that I used to meditate on, I was almost immediately outside myself.
I posted a thread many months back about what I thought was an OOBE that was triggered through a long meditation exercise. What I felt yesterday was
very similar. I "fell out" of myself and walked around the house. It was clumsy and hard to control. It lasted a good 5 seconds before I was shocked
back into my head.
I also am getting the same feeling of movement and faces when I close my eyes on this couch. The same as when I was meditating heavily. But these come
without warning or any attempt at finding them.
I am fully aware that I may be dreaming, but I am not a very good lucid dreamer and I was very in control of these circumstances.
Does anyone else experience this in certain locations?