posted on Jan, 16 2008 @ 05:11 AM
Nothing to worry about.
I had a dream once this chick from Doctor Who got stabbed in the back, I'd never thought twice about the lady until witnessing her murder in a dream,
depressed me all day.
I used to have a "he is here" ...thought, yes it would be a thought.
While dreaming, for years I was harassed by this "he is here", and it would scare the living shtuff out of me. As my age progressed so did the
violence associated with this dream construct, "he" was out to kill me. Yet in my dreams we tried to rehabilitate him..weird.
Well anyway, many years later when I was very active in the occult arts, "he" returned.
Only this time his image was extremely clear, "he" had a face I could recognize, it was the logo I signed my own name with for the previous four
In this particular dream I woke up in fear, ran around the house turning on all the lights, only for them to go out and and for "he" to pop into my
face and scare me into real awakeness.
Finally conscious, I decided it was time to face this fear, so I walked around the house with no lights, this is a big deal, as at age ten this thing
practically crippled me in the dark.
Having faced that part of the fear, I sat down and had a nice long conversation with myself about what this was. In that reflective monologue, I
realize "he" was me.
And its apparent attempt to destroy me could then readily be seen as all the dumb things I'd done that almost ended my life, and the potential for my
adult self to easily fall into self destructive cycles...no matter how mature I got.
"He" returns from time to time in a dream, slams me around a room, and I quickly realize that its a manifestation of fear that I've lost control
over my life...like my wife deciding to buy a house was the last occurance, I had no say in the matter...well whatever I said wasn't heard.
So sit down and write a letter to yourself, see what you find out about "him".
Maybe the "he" is you and you two need to be one.