posted on Feb, 25 2007 @ 08:17 PM
I'm going to start at the beginning.
In May last year, I finished Secondary School and looked back on what a moron I was. In year 10, I fell in with a rough crowd and I pretty much
stopped working in school, I really wanted to be a doctor at the time and was a big boffin in Science. But when I stopped caring, my grades suffered
and as a result I didn't achieve the grades I need to study further Sciences and Medicine in College.
I was gutted, really, really gutted, but being the complete idiot I am, I tucked away the emotions I felt and got myself into a different college
Now this is where it gets really pathetic. Two weeks before starting it, I turned it down in the hope of getting an apprenticeship in avionics, which
I thought I had.
Turned out, I didn't get it and now, nearly a year later, I've been sitting around the house doing nothing, hoping that it will all straighten
It hasn't, and I really want to get back into college to send me on the way to being a doctor, I've taken one positive step, which is enrolling on a
Maths course to get the required grade in that, but my Science is still sub-par.
If anyone had actually read this far, your probably wondering what I posted this here for. The reason is that this site is packed with wonderful
people and I've made a few friends here over the years. Also, this is the first place I've said any of this, on the internet. I don't know what
that says about me, but I just hope someone out there can help me, no matter how slight that help may be.
Jeez, I'm ranting now, sorry. My main problem is that for the past few weeks I've been wracked with worry about what will happen if I don't get
Thank you for reading.