posted on Dec, 7 2003 @ 06:57 PM
It isn't "that" strange, but I personnaly have some anger problem, and somethime I just get out of my self, and it's like something else is
controling me (litteraly). Well one time, particularly, I was at this house where someone precious to me was murdered, and I was in the room where the
murderer commited suicide after while, and at this particular time ( I was drunk also ) I really lost control, anger got over my head, and I punched
a lot of holes in the surrounding walls, to the point where my knuckle joint bleeded.
This time was really weird, because I was in some kind of intense rage moment.
I think anger can make you do some weird stuff. Because a few day later, I tried punching a hole in the same wall, and I hurted my self badly, without
making almost any marks on the wall.
Sometimes, when I'm working out and practising some punchs or kicks on my punching ball, I try to re-create some mental state of anger by bringing
back memories, and it's amazing the difference between when I hit only with my body and when I hit with my body & my mind (with rage). The punching
ball really goes flying accross the room.
The difference is astonishing.
Anyway, it's not really "paranormal", just weird and maybe underestimated capability of our mind.
Besides that, the weirdest thing I remember is when I was driving back home, I was a couple of meters aways from passing over a train rail-road
crossing. With those big white barreer and red lights. Then I said to my self "I wanted the light to start flashing before or when I pass over the
train rail"(like if a train was coming). Since I saw nothing happenned, I reapeated the same thing twice in my mind.
Exactly after the third time (and almost while I was actually passing over it), the red lights started, and the barreer starting descending over the
road, and I even saw the train light far away on the rail while I passed over. I was so freaked out, because I had been doing a lot of reading about
the subconscious power of the mind, etc etc...
Anyway, I was kinda freaking out, and I had huge shiver and goose bump right after it... I was just a bit weird. Could very well be a coincidence
tho...But I still think it was weird. I don't usualy do that whenever I pass a train rail-road crossing (wishing for this to happen). It was the only
time I ever did that I think.
Anyway...That was my little story for tonight. Sorry, I had a boring life LOL!!! Nothing really out of the ordinary.