Originally posted by probedbygrays
The bad ones are just acting that's all, and I explained that fully to you. I said if you just show love and never fear them then you will be
So how do you love something that scares the crap out of you?
The reason I raise it is because before you posted this thread, I tried this meditation in a dark room without a cowl about 3 or 4 days ago and I
thought this thread might be one of those coincidences that keeps happening at an alarmingly increased rate. I think you mentioned it in another
thread previously and I thought it sounded cool.
Anyway, I had my eyes open and after 5 or 10 minutes staring blankly into the depths of nothingness, a whole bunch of shadows starting moving around
the room. (optical illusion possibly). I would guess at about 4-6 of them. It was pitch black, so how would I know what they were if anything, there
was no colour, only shapes, tall and thin, moving like hovering humanoids. I felt my heart racing and mistook it for fear but I wasn't scared as such
just apprehensive but immediately my mind starting asking myself if I was being fearful simply because of the accelerated heart rate.
I took your advice and told them that if they harm me, I forgive them. I then thanked them for being with me. (heart still pounding, but less so). At
this point (I perceived) one of these "entities" dive from the far side of the room straight at my head and WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!!!! I have no idea
what this was but because it was not light, I guess people would say it was bad because they were dark. There was nothign on any "screen" but I
didn't imagine a screen, I imagined nothing, just infinite blackness.
It felt incredible but the experience brought me out of the meditation, I think because my logic took over and started asking questions of myself and
the experience. The feeling was good but I don't know if I expressed fear or love, both or neither.
I am not saying these entites were aliens, it's far more likely they were figments of my imagination but still, the experience was real and I still
had human emotions and feelings to contend with.
Just be loving like Christ taught.
I don't know what Christ taught. Why can't I just be loving? Religion always confused me, I never "got it".
But seriously the aliens are extremely loving beings and only act negative at times to try and keep you away from them. It's a self defence
thing because they are so gentle and kind.
If they want us to be kept away from them, why do so many seem to have uninvited contact?