posted on Aug, 22 2006 @ 06:21 PM
Hmmm i am hoping someone could help me on a dream i had yesterday. First off i am a avid sailor and have been around boats for the past 10 years, so
that will help explain a part of it. Also i very really remember dreams at all, maybe once in a blue moon. OK so here goes...
It started off with me and what seems a friend, although i have never met this man before, taking a sailing yacht out onto the estuary. Now this boat
is not mine or one that i have owned, but i do know the boat in real life. So we went out of the loch gates and motored North to the mouth of the
estuary. Now for some reason this boat had its mast on deck, not stepped, which i found unusual as it was a new finished boat. So we motor round to a
place called Perch Rock and decide to step the mast, which cant be done while at sea, especially when the mast is 50 foot long lol. Now Here is were
it takes its first really odd twist. My little cousin, who we shall call 'Lilly' for this story, Was on the boat. She had not been hiding, she was
just there like she had been all along. OK so we try to raise this mast and it goes wrong, the boat runs aground. Here is strange part number 2, as
the tide goes out i notice the boat is made of wood, it was a steel boat originally.
So time skips a little bit and the boat is high and dry, and this sudden sense of panic comes over me as i realise that the boat is rotted and in a
bad way. I look over the boat and end up putting a hole in the bottom from checking to see if there is rot. Now in my blind panic i realise that we
wont be able to sail back to port, so i leave to go to the marina to arrange a Crane. Why i did that, as there would be no way of getting to the
Crane, i do not know. But in doing so i had left my cousin and this man on the boat, i did not realise this at the time.
So when i arrive at the marina to arrange this Crane, i see the oddest thing in the world (strange thing number 3). My granddad, who has been dead for
2 years, was working on one of our old boats in the marina. Now i tell him everything that has happened and we go to walk to wards the Crane. My
Auntie arrives screaming where is Lilly. At that point my fear level raises even more (its steadily been increasing as time went by). Just as i am
about to lose it, the man arrives with the boat berley afloat tied up in the river by the marina.
So i relax a little bit, but it is short lived. I learn that my little cousin had been injured, either just before or just after i left (i cant
remember). Supposedly the boat had fell on her, but she was still alive and in the boat. Now my auntie at that point lost it and started screaming and
hitting me, understandably. But here is were it gets odd, i am normally a very calm and reasonable person. At that point i lost it and started
screaming back. I was saying things like 'I tried my best' and 'What else could i do', getting really upset and angry over it. My rage was at a
point that i have never felt awake never mind asleep.
I then woke up sweating and out of breath, but still with the mixed feeling of extreme fear and extreme rage.
Now as i said, when i dream i very really remember them and if i do its just the 'outline' of the dream. I even normally forget that within a few
hours. This dream on the other hand i can remember in so much detail and it had such a impact on my day. I felt horrible for a long time after it.
Has anyone had a similar dream to this? Do you have any idea what it could mean? Also could this be a lucid dream, it felt very real to me?
This dream has really upset me and i really could do with some help understanding it.