First I love RANT;
second I need to unload before I commit a crime.
We have made a very bad choice of neighborhood to live in, hickville, did I spell that right?. We are both globetrotters my husband less of a roamer
then I but we are adventures out going people.
We love to meet new people, learn about their lives, see new places, we cherish diversity.
Just recently we moved half way around the world to challenge ourselves, we could only afford to move in to a mobil-home park. We thought a home was a
home. Oh Lord forgive me, I never realized how narrow minded, ignorant, self absorbed and prejudice poor people can be.
After they found out we have no intention of bowing to their mediocre life style
(read: don't read books, don't express true joy,
don't discuss subjects that haven't been broadcasted on national television,
lock all your doors all the time,
agree with us that every one else is wrong,
always complain about something,
don't have friends that earn more than we do,
never speak directly to person of what ever it is you don't agree with them upon,
don't show us your different lifestyle,
eat the same food we do
for Gods sake don't use words with more than two syllables);
, we are being accused of being criminals, my neighbor who has more time in jail than out said to my face " I don't know what went wrong
where you came from since you had to move here":bnghd:
The Queen Bee of the court is our next door neighbor she/ they where very friendly the first year. I knew she had a reputation as trouble maker so I
made point of being overly courteous, but it is hard to wipe out decades of travel experience, one views the world and people with an open mind and
perhaps more clearly.
Do we come out as arrogant, perhaps.
Well even though this foul creature weighs more than 400 pounds, hardly ever walks more than a few feet at a time, she manages to influence the
opinions of every single person in the court.
I think people are afraid she'll fall on them
This fat hideously ugly thing curses the birds for singing, when she disagrees with someone she calls them Satan's sperm, yes, sperm.
We have had many an argument, before her "silence" (she gives people the silent treatment), where I would sternly express my disagreement. Kindly
but very precise.
Now we are the bad guys
, no one says hello any more people look the other way.
My husband is about to give it all up. $ 100.000 + and 3 years of planning, wasted.
I hate her she is evil, forgive me Lord, I wish she'd choke on junk food,I hope her husband will have to have a custom made casket for her, that
he'll need a crane to transport her to the cemetery where he has had to purchase two lots just for her.
I hope her every moment left here is painful, that every one she has relied on turns their back on her, that she never receives a smile, that no one
will ever again listen to her complaints. I hope she never reincarnates cause I may have her as a chicken dinner.
I hope our jail bird neighbor can't sleep at night that he is haunted by endless dreams of never reaching what he really wants, that he is stalked by
foul hideous creatures every time his eyes close. that he becomes so paranoid he can't find courage to walk out his door.
I hope the people who ignore us will forever be outcast, that they will never find friendliness.
All this said
I pray God forgive me because it just shows I have a long way to go and am no better than those whom I condemn
I loath myself for my pitiful reactions my, I pretend to be good until someone steps on my toes and I transform into a raging werewolf.:bash:
How do I cope with this in a civilized manner, how do I transform my anger my fear my hurt feelings.
Thanks for listening.