posted on Aug, 2 2006 @ 06:20 PM
i am so sorry for your loss. i think that the dream of you sitting on the couch with your mom, is you accepting that she is gone, but yet, still
knowing that she is in a way ,...with you.
the dream about the pool is haunting. were you having a harder time than usual trying to accept that she was gone? i think that what it means, is that
no matter what you do you cant save her( meaning you cant go back and change things). i dont mean to get personal , but was it a suicide? im sorry if
that was question was too personal, but in order to analyze things correctly you have to know a little bit of history.
i will really think on this for you and post it when i come to a conclusion, in the mean time if you could answer that question it would really help.
i had a hard time when my grandma died, she came to me all the time in my dreams. but i did notice that the more time that went by, the scarier the
dreams got with her in them. like i knew it wasnt her communicating with me anymore, it was like some evil, mean trick that someone was playing on me.
maybe thats what it was with your dream. once you get the dream that they are telling you that they are ok, and at peace. all the other dreams are
just your mind messing with you. unless of course you dont get that " bad feeling" in the dream. sometimes its like someone is wearing the body and
face of them , but we know deep down that its really not them.
hope this helps.
smile, she is still with you ( i think you know that)
[edit on 2-8-2006 by mindtrip02]