posted on Jul, 11 2006 @ 11:11 AM
Hello from 2020victim...
After over a year of being subjected to this technology i have at last found this site to relay that it is fact and not fiction, and in use by the
british government/police. I have never been arrested/convicted of anything yet have been subjected to what i can only describe as mind rape for 1year
and 3 months plus. whatever the technology placed in me it has the ability to read my thought and record my feelings and play them back to me. They
have not onyl influenced my dreams/nightmares but are creating them. Visualisation are also forced on me and they are also able to subject me to pain
in any area of my body which they have done every day so far. I have been on airplanes within the uk and am still subjected to it. In my home they can
control my TV and stop me using my computer as well as my remote door access, my doorbell(many phantom callers until i realised). After reading the
2020 article and the other on silent sound mind control i knew this site would be the only place my story might be believed. I have had no privacy of
thought for the whole time and find the an abhorrent abuse of power. They did not start talking to me for 3 months though in retrospect were still
affecting my body and feelings.
I was working on a retail design project installing a cafe and all seemed well but immediately after finishing i felt very down and unable to do
anything, confused, and then more and more conspicuously paranoid of others (later finding out that this was part of the methodology). When family
came to visit for a wedding is when things started to go off the deep end. I started thinking i could hear my neighbours through the wall(i just
thought the walls were thin) voices started saying "get out of the house, he wants to kill you". i would understand anyone thinking at this point
that i was losing the plot, which coincidently my family did. It wasn't until week 2 that they identified themselves as the police, though no badge
numbers were/have ever been mentioned. After the previous 3 months and the previous week (including sleep depravation, nightmares, voices , pain) i'd
had only 7 or 8 hours sleep in a week. They wanted to know everything i'd done in my life, and not just anything illegal but anything i felt guilty
over, how many women i'd slept with, my sexuality, everything from childhood onwards. After the trauma of the 1st week i can only assume i had no
control over what i was telling them ( if it was just me going nuts why would i need to know all this information). they told lies, gave me
nightmares, though now these have turned into dreams specifically to alter my mind state/emotional reaction the next morning. If anyone is interested
in this story i will continue at request but am in a living HELL, i feel raped, though now they've got me to feel so much anger and hurt they can now
block those memories and feeling. BUT I STILL KNOW.