the kind of answer I was looking for was one along the lines of how to not live in fear, whilst still being able to exist in the human collective and
not be dragged down by every...single...little...effort...that they make to bring you back to their level, whilst still having enough physical energy
(until I can harness the qi/vrill/psi energy to a point where I don't need to eat, also known in RPG circles as 'having a huge mana pool and knowing
how to use it!') to survive in the world as it exists to our ego's.
The way forward is to understand the dark side. Experience the thoughts and feelings without taking the actions that would incure the karma. Here's
a relevant part of that post, I think.
One must recognize, memorize, catagorize, and cross-reference negative emotions with the circumstances that cause them. Use the emotions as an
awareness trigger. Feel yourself getting angry then you can fully feel what the emotion of anger does. Memorize the feeling, memorize the different
situations, and memorize the thoughts associated with the feeling.
Living in a fearless state may assist in achieving a consensus of happiness and contention, but to do so is also to nullify yourself from
change and human emotion.
This may be part of your conscious blockage. This statement is just not true from my experience. To live fearlessly is to change continuously. It
is to be open to all possibilities and be ready to experience them. Fear keeps people from changing. They fear anything they don't already know so
they get stuck at one level.
Nor does living fearlessly stop human emotion. I know anger very well. But my understanding has now made anger a useless emotion. In other words,
I've outgrown my anger. But before outgrowing it I went to it's depth (blind rage). I went on a mission to find everything that made me angry. I
sought it out. Get stuck on 85 at 5 o'clock in Atlanta with a manual shift car. Not only did I get some blind rage but my leg could barely walk
after pressing the clutch for 2 hours straight.
Go find the emotions. Invoke the thoughts. Experience them. Then seek to understand them. Then you can control them instead of them controlling
you. If I feel like feeling anger then I know exactly how to do so. But now, I can choose not to feel it if that's my wish.
I also created positive thought forms to balance the negative ones and to provide a contrast between the two so they are more easily scrutinized.
I've done a lot of inner work with great results. I will be more than overjoyed to give you what I've learned. But I can't know where you are at
personally so at this point I can only offer an overview.
If you would like to be more specific then maybe I can help more specifically. Such as specific thoughts, emotions or external circumstances that
continue to hold you back.
No, we don't need to leave the physical plane to interpret the world beyond this one. We don't need to distance ourselves from the fear laden
collective consciousness of humanity. In fact, that fear is a powerful tool of advancement.
HOW can we live in this world of fear without experiencing it ourselves?
Here's one little thing (amoung many) that I came up with. Create positive thought forms (PTFs) that counter-balance the negative ones. Here's an
If you are an immortal and this life is only temporary, how can fear exist. What does an immortal fear?
You can create any manner of these PTFs that are personal to you.
Understand that the human soul is the epitome of the positive and
negative. Take control of the choice on which you wish to create within.
This level of the physical realm is here for one thing and one thing only. For us to choose which side of existence we wish to experience the full
extent of (within the physical realm). That is, do we wish to experience the full extent of the negative side of existence as negative physical gods.
Or as positive physical gods. The rest of it doesn't matter except to act as a catalyst for learning.
Edit: I'm going to have to listen to some of your podcasts now.
[edit on 3/5/2006 by Arm Of Geddon]