posted on Jan, 7 2006 @ 06:07 PM
Hello! I'm new here in the forum (Finally decided to speak up after few weeks exploring and reading like crazy). I think this is a amazing place with
all kind of believers who can openly really discuss and debunk, or not, any experience, story, picture, video o theory (I was really amazed with how
the case of the brazilian user "Need Help" of the chip).
I'm 16 years old. Since I was young my brother always introduced TV shows like the X-files. I was so impressed (And scared) about these things, that
growing up with a tool like the internet taught me well (or bad). I remember (and still) that I would do a complete research (first with altavista and
then with google when it was introduced to me) after a show about crops, rosswell (In the time the images scared the hell out of me), etc. I guess
that first I was influenced only by the opinion of my brother, but I started reading and reading more that It went out of control =p.
The turning point of the story is my first sighting. In new year's eve of 2001, we were outside with the money bills and suitcases (It is a tradition
in my country) and I pointed a bright light on the sky. I remember it was so big and burning red. My family got my attention and my brother (he is 34
by the way) was the first one to say "a ovni" and my mother to debunk him. I remember getting so scared, I asked my mother if it was ok, and she
said "it is just an airplane", but my father said "It's too bright and big to be one". We couldnt see the "thing" anymore and we ran inside the
house too see in a window. It moved faster, stopped, and then dissapeared.
I got too scared, but afterwards was happy of my "first ufo (ovni in spanish) sighting". Once I woke up in the morning and saw a black object
flying, I thought "It is an airplane", but then I realized "Airplanes aren't black", by the time I standed up to see it was gone". I've always
believed but was drove away to keep searching and investigating until these vacations, when I met this forum.
I've reading some very interesting cases and some people who actually explain and believe have been abducted (Don't remember who, but it wasn't
even his post where he explain he knows they have been taking him in the night and "putting information" on his heads) and I actually believe many
Where my problem starts is very simple, I get to scared when I see some pictures... Not all of them, but some (I know, this have been said before, let
me finish), and I DON'T HAVE A MEMORY, can't remember a thing before my age of 11. I only remember what I've seen on photos or homemade videos. I
try hard, but I just can't remember a thing. I see my friends remember the teachers and everything and details but I just can't. It is like it was
erased. Sometimes I wake up with bruises, or strange pains in shoulders, or other parts (Yeah, I can distinguish pain for sleeping in a bad position).
When I hear stories I feel on the inside that someway I already know all this stuff, but it's locked up somewhere in my mind. Sometimes some parts of
my body vibrates like there something in there (Yesterday, curiously reading a post in here, my foot vibrated. I got scared like #). Have things like
these, like the memories erased, are well known?
I just need to share this feelling and experience, and I think I just wasted all your time. Sorry if I did.
P.D. Excuse the bad spelling and english... This is not my first language, I'm sorry.