posted on Nov, 16 2005 @ 04:09 PM
A while ago, i met a girl on the internet. We got along really well, and decided to meet up. We did this, and it went fantastically. Very soon after,
we met up again, and started dating. After a few more visits, and the odd arguement which ended in her blaming herself for everything, no matter what
i said, we started seeing each other regulary. Then she starts telling me that i dont show my emotions to her, that i dont show her i love her, but
from what i can tell, i do show it, and i show it as much as i can. Im sure this girl is perfect for me, i love her with all my heart and more...
Today, she tells me that she thinks she is pregnant....
I cant believe it, we did everything 'safely' and i dont know how it happened, but she has her suspicions. We decide to get a test done on the
weekend, just to be sure. (hasn't happened yet)
And then, she starts to get angry with me again because im not showing my emotions and i 'act like i dont care' etc etc.
I do care, i want her to be the happiest person alive, but she is saying she wants to break up because she is pregnant, even though she doesnt know
that she is, she assumes that thats the case. She doesnt want a baby (we arent exactly ready for kids), but she hates the idea of abortion, and now
she wants me to forget about her and move on. She wants to deal with it all on her own, and no matter how many times i try to let her know i will
always be there, she blocks it and brings up things from the past. she just wont let me 'in'.
And now, i dont know what to do. I dont know how to let her know that i love her, or whether or not she doesnt want to know.. i just dont know.
I dont like the idea of telling everyone my personal things, but i just have to get it out. Can anyone offer any advice? I have tryed everything...
and i dont want to loose her...