posted on Jun, 22 2005 @ 08:17 PM
I could with ease do almost anything with no worries.
Why don’t I?
I could just forget about all of my obligations, duties and other required tasks.
Why haven’t I?
I could send everyone away now without regret or pain.
I still breathe, I still feel, I still bleed.
Someone help me solve this riddle of a life gone amuck, give me a sense of humanity again. I want to feel like I belong here. I need to know there is
cause and reason to exist.
Then again I still have nothing to lose...
Show me a light within the darkness that has taken over my world, give me a reason for optimism, help me pop the blister of my human condition.
Then again... as long as I live and breathe... I can escape all of it into my own oblivion.
Life is just one path among many.. One which I did choose.. I will find my way in or out.. One way or the other...
I really have nothing to lose.