my name IS NOT IMPORTANT.I am writing these thoughts with the hope that they may one day make sense to someone out there..
thing is, i had an n.d.e//abduction experience back in 2001.i was 11 then.i have had a couple of years to contemplate on what happened back then.
The story begins like this .i was lying in bed nose bleeding or so it appears from the recollection of my memory..anyway i lived through the night as
fate would have it ..
3 days later i had a near death experience that has over the years led to a lot of questions n contradictions to what many call truths ..all these
have broken my spirit to live..i remember the moment when i looked down at my lifeless body as my light body soared high towards the heavens.i
remember those precious moments looking at the earth from 5 dimensional space, this blue marble en-sheathed in milky bluish light.i remember vaguely
traveling towards each of the planets almost as if instantaneously..i remember looking at the light flowing through time and space. i was like a fish
swimming through water except this water was light.
i remember the checkered black and white patterns flashing from the top of this black diamond crystal//spaceship towards the apex ..the sudden
acceleration of that thing whatever it was..once it got out of the suns magnetosphere the small points of light we call stars,then galaxies how
quickly they converged into this dimensionless line of light.The feeling of being one with all..that timeless moment of invulnerability..where it is
impossible to explain what was, is or to be come...then it was too much. next all i remember is being awake looking at the warm glow of the morning
as far as i can tell it was not a dream i woke up looked at my blood soaked mattress and earthen floor..yeah i used to have a problem of chronic nose
bleeding in my younger years.
i have always been very inquisitive ..even before my abduction..about the nature of life its origins,purpose,destiny..regardless of its form. animals
especially chameleons how they changed their color to blend...
8 years later i met the internet ad started to read up on new age stuff,physics,religions,ancient cultures,secret societies*,ufos,aliens.. you name
i have a suspicion that i went to Aleph that night even though i fail to understand why they sent me back..was it a spiritual experience..am i caught
up in some German Nazi experiment,E.T,angels N demons stuff..has anyone around here experienced telepathy..IS IT REAL OR jus synchronicity..
n'way it was a good experience that is now ruining my adult life..
i have a technical background and think am still a rational human being so these are my thoughts about a couple of things.next post.
4/18/2017 by Zaphod58 because: All caps title