what im about to post is very personal and important to me.
Please do not ridicule me or anything im being 100% honest with you , and myself, in this post.
It all started the day of my grandfather tony's funeral( or viewing.) I saw the angel with the sun as its halo and one foot over the land and one
foot over the sea; I didnt realize this was in the book of revelation until way after i saw the cloud. This was my first "Hallucination."
I've also seen a cloud that was shaped like the stairway to heaven, ive seen a cloud that looks like Simba from the lion king. and also i saw the
cloud that was the tree of life encircled in the sky( it was a cloud.) These are a few more of my visual "Hallucinations."
I also get auditory hallucinations; I was meditating and a female voice came to me and had said " Its nothing." and "Isis.".... i was thinking
about how bad the voices in my head are and the female voice came back to me and said " I Know." I was thinking evil things and the voice came back
to me and yelled at me for it.
I would go outside to pray in secret and UFO's would streak across the sky as a sign for me to see. i asked outloud if the good angels knew all about
this situation and two streaks of light flew at breakneck speeds in the sky. I would ask if there are good angels and bad angels and a streak of light
went across the sky.
I also have tactile hallucinations, which means i hallucinate the feeling of touch. Usually i feel a tingling sensation all around my crown when i
think or ask things in my head.Some people call this sensation asmr but my psychiatrist says its a tactile hallucination.
I am on anti-psychotic medications for schizoaffective disorder for which I get an injection every month of fluphenazine, Schizoaffective means you
have schizophrenia and have anxiety and depression. So now my psych doctor has me on xanax.
I really believe that i had either died or had a near death experience. I had some kind of stroke and fell down in the hallway and i saw a bright
white light. the next thing i know i have the crown of thorns being jammed onto my head. When the experience was over i got up off the floor and my
whole body was in excruciating pain and i had told myself " I just died."
This happened on Thursday September 29th 2011. I believe the sign in revelation of the woman and the dragon happened on this day. With the
constellation Virgo as the woman because their are 12 stars in her head region, and the constellation hydra which covers one third of the zodiac is
Venus is called the morning star in ancient literature and venus was in the womb of virgo on this day, with the moon under her feet, it is generally
accepted that the woman of this sign (virgo) gives birth to jesus(bright morning star, venus). and Hydra stands before the woman ready to devour her