posted on Dec, 15 2014 @ 04:44 PM
This is something I wrote a while back.
I think many will agree that writing is the best way to release trapped emotions.
So here is some of my emotions released onto paper, (or in this case, ATS)
Every day, I look at the clouds, and ask myself why?
Please tell me, why did my dreams have to die?
Each night, I look at the stars, and ask myself even more!
Why, who, and what am I living for?
Every time a take a look at a flower, I can only think “NO!”
If all this beauty goes away, where in the world will I go?
Every moment, I hear myself speak, I just turn sad.
Of all the things I say, why is most of them so bad?
Each time I look at myself, I see a fire burning inside.
Why, O why, is there so much inside, that I want to hide?
But then, I looked at the sky, and thought to myself, why?
Why stay the way I am, I can make a change before I die!
Then I looked up at the stars and told myself even more!
Why live alone, when there is so much that I can live for?
I picked up a dead flower, once again I said ‘”NO!”
From all the dark choices, the way of the light is the way I want to go!
I looked at myself; still the fire was burning inside!
I want to live my life, out in the open; there is nowhere I want to hide!
I stood up, on my feet; finally I started using my brain!
“I have to kill this side, of hatred, and pain!”
Before I took away my old life, I looked myself in the face.
“This is the end”, I screamed, “of your lonely and dark days!”