Thank you all for your kindness.
To answer a few things:
Yes, eddie is very spiritual, and is learning quickly how to maintain his temper and not lash out unless it's a defensive posture.
He's not very good with languages, he's mostly fluent in English, and even struggles with that sometimes.
He's still very young by Martian standards, so he sends his apologies for not having all the answers to Life Great Mysteries.
When it comes to certain types of parasites, he recommends proper techniques to preserve the health of the Host.
He worries that people will think of him as War of the Worlds when he's more a Stranger in A Strange Land/Martian Chronicles type. While he does
know a bit about warfare, he has a touch of PSTD about a war that happened on his homeworld a long time ago where he lost a lot of beautiful people,
creations, and his mate, so he doesn't like to think about that. He's still grieving.
As to Dissociative states, yes, when I am in danger, he will take over and protect me at all cost. Hence the name Edward from the Old English menaing
of "Protector/Guardian". But he's really a big kid at heart and doesn't want to grow up too fast and lose his innocence like he's seen some of
his kin do. He's very interested in learning about all good things from all cultures and universal truths and helping in a positive and gentle way
to ensure what happened on his homeworld doesn't happen here.
He likes flowers and people and animals too much. Some of his kin pick on him for being such a big softy. Sometimes they're nice, other times no so
much. It's all variable dependent and time and place.
He also cautions people not to trust anyone just because they look a certain way....there are good and bad forces at play that transcend form and
container. Trust your heart, but also trust your instincts, if something feels wrong it usually is.
He's dormant most of the time due to his physiology, but visits when he can to ask me to write for him.
He also loves America very much, he just asked me to clarify that.
a reply to: Cuervo
I see him internally when he occupies the same dimensional space as me, just on another level.
If I were to describe him, he communicates telepathically....when I see him internally he manifests about 3 feet high, and kind of dark black skin,
with pretty big black eyes because his eyes are sensitive to the solar frequencies here. He worries that people might think him mean because he's
still learning how to smile. He's been with me on many walks over the years.
Thanks again everyone, he's really excited to be with us here on ATS.
Thanks for putting up with me while I learn to understand this entity...he's slowly revealing himself through words but, like I said, he's really
scared about being seen because he doesn't think many people would understand.
I know all this sounds totally fruitcake, but it's easier talking about him here on site than it is anywhere else.