posted on Jan, 15 2014 @ 11:42 PM
reply to post by poet1b
in fifth grade me and a friend were making stupid childish jokes about our teacher while walking down the hallway, we didnt know he was behind us, he
grabbed us by the back of our shirts and drug us into a closet nearby and shouted at the top of his lungs in our face, literally less then an inch
from our face, i couldnt even focus my eyes on his face without going cross eyed, i was so frightened i didnt even hear what he was saying just alot
of angry shouting, i can still remember the heat of his breath on my face as he screamed at us, occasional spittle falling on my face he was so
enraged, clearly he had anger problems and that was the moment they were revealed to me. my friend was the class clown, but the teacher really scared
him into submission with that, back in class my friend fell right into line,
i didnt,
up until then i mostly had straight A's that was the day i said to myself "# this #" i remember it well, i went into a defiant stand off attitude
towards the teacher immediately. i wouldn't so much as look at a #ing pen/pencil when he asked everyone to pull out a sheet or fill out this answer
or that etc i kept my arms crossed and stared him down, when i tired of staring him down i rested my head on my arms and slept till the end of class,
typically that behavior would have gotten me sent to detention and at that moment i was hoping it would, i wanted any way to get out of that class and
away from him, but the teacher knew if he sent me i would tell what he did, (though i actually probably wouldnt have as i thought id get in trouble
for the jokes i had made that angered him before it happened) anyhow when i realized he wasnt sending me i knew then i had something on him, i knew
then that HE knew what he did was wrong, i knew then that what he did WAS wrong,
i never had an ounce of respect for any teacher or class from then on. from then on my grades were either an F or an A depending on if i liked the
teacher, more often then not i did not like the teacher,
it is that easy to change a childs life with just one negative experience. that was 20 years ago and it still haunts me,