posted on Sep, 5 2015 @ 10:36 PM
The best way to summarize and describe my own NDE experience is the scenes of Doctor Who, minus the corny telephone booth.
The sunshine (coming in from nearby windows) got brighter, whiter and then I heard a 'whirlpool' sound as if i was being sucked into a spiral vacuum.
It was very loud, loud enough that I stopped hearing the EMTs above me trying to resuscitate. I was travelling, but to a whole other dimension! It
felt like I was passing thru tunnels and was eventually going to pop out of one like a waterpark slide!
But instead, the whirlpool or wormhole sound softens and I began hearing the EMTs t alking about my vitals and was suddenly looking down at one
flashing a flashlight right up in my eyeball. My though was oh gosh she's going to blind me if I dont blink. But I couldnt blink, I had to send my
body a message telling it to blink. I tried hard to send my body that message. I became distracted at that point by the total detachment while looking
down at my body. I was only in my 20s and had my whole life ahead of me and now I was already leaving my body? I pictured what my mom and dad were
doing since they were all the way cross country on the east coast, and it was like I could see them eating at the dinner table together without me. I
thought I would see other people that had passed on in this void above my body floating in the air, but nobody was around. I asked myself God where
are you, can I feel you. I felt no supernatural presence, but rather, as if my conscience was just part of the rest of existence and that if I
remained out of my body, I would just be stuck in this state of pretty much talking to myself via thoughts for all eternity. It was sad.
Moments later, I could feel my eyes open and felt my body all of a sudden. It wasnt gradual. I was out of my body one moment, and back in it the next.
The EMT were giving me IV fluids and said my blood pressure had drop too low. Which is weird, cuz I suffer high blood pressure all my life ever since
12yo and i would always take only a fraction of my BP-loweing meds since i turned like 18 cuz prefer natural stuff like bananas, sweet potatos, etc to
help keep my bp in check. Anyways they took me to the ER and the bill was like a grand and it was a waste of time cuz after waiting hours and hours
in the crowded ER the doctor who saw me just said I should take even less of my atenolol than i already was =/
anyways ever since, i have noticed very subtle but persistent differences in my surroundings. the main ones being that colors seem brighter than i
remember, especially greens and purples. i see blue dots dancing around blacklights whereas before i never used to see them. also my body isnt as
sensitive as it used to be. the sun is yellower than i remember, and the night sky more crowded with stars than i recall. people tell me that my hair
got blacker (often asking if i dye it jet black, i dont) and my eyes lighter i dont believe they actually did, but that reality has shifted somehow. i
know, i'm crazy but that's how i really feel.. the world has gotten even crazier.
oh, and the news.. its like actors nowadays. can't stand to watch the news anymore aside from the weather and tech news but not social events. ditto
for social networking.. it seems so 'dark matter' now!