Any ideas how to solve this thing?.. .
For the whole(almost) story:.. .
Ok,my problems(which are probably fake) I think can be classified into :Fear of any potential thought,Fear of any potentially misplaced intention and
Fear of any potential words.. .
1)Fear of thought.. .
It might be a bit oriental,but I tend to be superstitious?.. .Like avoid saying things for example:"He/She will get a car accident".. .The thing is
sometimes I think of if I do X ,will Y happen?.. .And few months ago,there is an intrusive.. .image of someone or me saying yes in my head which make
me worry about it,then I go research on my problem,then I thought of last time I read something about Law of Attraction,then I started to worry
whether that action would get "cursed" or not,I go to quite a lot of forums but almost no one answer my question %satisfactorily.. . Actually I am
worrying about whether would I increase the chance of someone going to hell if I do ::a particular action:: because I am worried about if law of
attraction is real is there suhc thing as manifesting a curse or not?.. .,I know it sounds silly,but my OCD coaxed me to investigate further,basically
afaik if no "vibrational cooperation" from someone,it won't happen,but then I still not very sure about it.. .
P/S:I am worrying if a particular action will get "cursed" or not because of I worried about it.. .well in LoA,they say you attract what you think..
2)Fear of any potentially misplaced intention.. .
Reason I use "something like","maybe",is because I don;t remember properly btw.. .that and maybe I am a bit superstitious so I used them quite often
in my last post.. .
Ok,the 2nd one,there is a time I am getting pissed about this whole thing.. .I think I might have thought I rather be the subject other than this
other person,although a few times I think my "Mara" try to trick me by trying to convince me to curse myself instead of my friend,I caught "it".. .But
after several weeks or about 1 month,I start to suspect whether did I make a "deal" that time,but probably did not happen because I have no memory of
it whatsoever.. .Basically what if my intention is unclear and blurry,I don;t know but could the Universe or something misintepret my thoughts or
not?.. .Basically fear of hell.. .
P/S:"Mara"=bad thoughts in this case.. .
3)fear of any potential words(that I might have uttered).. .
I don't know but my intrusive thoughts have the likes of" if you do this or that will this happen.. ."and usually I quickly add "or not" in the back
and think the sentence"no relation between them".. .Basically talking inside my own brain.. .
But sometimes I might have absent mindedly uttered out the words which make me worry.. .there might be(can't remember if it really happened) one
case:"G-d punish me if I do XXX?".. .I think I might have lost some self control and nod and say yes but I quickly perform my "rituals" and forget
about it.. .Actually I have bad memory and is quite absentminded in the real life.. .
Thoughts?As you can see I haven't set up my mind in what religion to follow(talking about law of attraction and on the other hand God.. .) although I
consider Buddhism among the highest chance to be right.. .
I am the type of person who don;t really care about an event occurring unless it is very scary,the probability of an event happening does not bother
me that much,the potential result of any event is my focus,then my superstitious brain became more OCD-ish in the past few months,complicating up
stuffs,the thing is according to logic,avoiding dangerous things is a good idea,perhaps I am using too much logic without common sense?.. .Which
sounds like trouble if the said person is not stable enough imo.. .
Ok,btw this is not exactly the main thing of this thread,this thread is about is it possible to curse something just by thinking about
it?Intentionally or not intentionally.. .
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