I ask this from the standpoint of someone who was raised Catholic and now currently attends a nondenominational church that preaches literal biblical
beliefs, including not believing in evolution. There are some really good people here and they genuinely believe they are on the right path. I
explain why I’m here despite my doubts in another post.
I started out and continue to look for true understanding. Trouble is I just don’t have confidence in the bible. For me, if part of the bible
contradicts itself, it’s a bit flawed, I then have to question all of it because a divine being would obviously not make a mistake. I began by
simply questioning certain parts and wanted a convincing explanation for things that didn’t make sense. Unfortunately I never seem to get that.
For those that have tried, the vast majority eventually circle back around and use the bible itself to answer questions about its own validity. I
respect and appreciate the messages that make sense and even those that don’t quite yet but some are blaringly obvious and many are just not meant
to be taken literally. And yet some say they are.
My issue with religion and its teachers, especially this flavor of Christianity, is the necessity for blind faith. Frowning on all other faiths as
either being evil or misguided, using fear and bribery based motivators, are these really the designs of a supreme being? The simple act of asking
hard questions and challenging things is almost universally frowned upon. You can ask “a” question, but if you challenge a canned answer, you see
the frustration form on faces and anger on others that you would dare question “the word of God” beyond their first or second attempt.
I’ve asked how anyone can be sure that the bible or any scripture is the true word of God many times. It’s a fact that men wrote the bible and all
other scripture, so are we to trust that they were somehow inspired by God himself in each case?… well, what if they weren’t? What about all the
inconsistencies? Why is it that asking the same question of ten different preachers or experts gets you ten different answers, all equally vague and
unfulfilling? Is guilt and believing yourself a “sinner” at all times really healthy? Is being asked to kill anyone in the name of God ever not
a heinous act? Is there really such a thing as mind crimes? There are so many rules and just as many exceptions to them. I can’t help but wonder
what the world would be like without religion. It might not be the paradise or hell on earth people believe it would be.
Researching, really going through the history and views from various points, even more problems arise. The universal faith based answer to these is
that somehow “Satan” is involved or in time it will be shown to you. Beliefs that teach against basic science and common sense like claiming
evolution is a parlor trick I just don’t find credible or believable. It goes against every fiber of reasoning I have and just don’t understand
why I’m required to have such deliberate ignorance in order to be “saved”. It makes me question their judgment on everything.
I understand spiritual development beyond the norm isn’t for everyone. I don’t believe it’s important or necessary for everyone to experience.
When I subjectively look at ALL religions, I find them more and more unfulfilling for me personally. I know there are powerful forces out there, both
good and bad, I’m not sure exactly what they are but I do feel they exist. I think religion makes superficial attempts to explain or use them along
with building in social controls. They can’t all be right, but they could all be wrong.
Without the limitations or confining nature of most religions, I can’t help but wonder what the world would be like if everyone had the freedom to
really grow. If knowledgeable teachers actually taught you how to open your mind and soul to things without expectation or commitment.
From where I’m sitting, I see religion as a real hindrance to true spiritual development. Which is a connection to whatever spiritual forces are
out there and not a fear of the unknown. Understanding the positives and negatives and your role in both minus all the ceremony and ritualistic
addons given over the years. A feeling of satisfaction, peace and awareness in knowing at least some small part of your true purpose. It's as if
we’re stuck with the Fischer Price version of spirituality and a lucky few continue to grow in spite of religion not because of it.
Or is it just me?
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