posted on Nov, 4 2009 @ 01:50 AM
Lost, searching hoping seeking. A tender light shines ahead; drawing ever closer feeling the darkness begin to fade, washed with love, soft and
tender. New-found treasure bringing joy spreads like fire, engulfing. The old wears away as the new, time begins to fall apart; seconds melting into
nothing, lost in the hours. Kindness abounds as love embraces, exploding outward swallowing whole fierce like the lion quiet like the lamb. Undying it
reaches to the heavens grasping like the vines to the wall, climbing higher in search of the sun. Shining glory the smallest ember falls to the earth,
seeding the flame of tomorrow. Senseless; stumbling blind, outstretched arms reaching for foundation to hold; hoping for guidance, finding security
but losing their way; untrusting holds firm, weary of the unknown. Terrified holding tight, unaware beyond the breach lies blinding light. Calling to
step on forward, deaf to the beckoning call, clinging with desperation. To only let go and live and fly away above and beyond to the highest. Fear's
scratching gnawing clawing tearing apart from inside, screaming. Falling through, falling down. Anchored in the past; crushed by the waves of the
future. Feeling so secure yet so unsure, problems just beyond sight and mind, eclipsed. Numb to the pain, wondering why death comes swiftly to slowly
consume. Eyes sown shut unable to hear, Ears covered unable to see; the mind locked away lets out a silent scream.