a reply to:
JAGStorm
Not a gift but you may be able to tune into energies easy.
My sister (not by blood) liked to disturb me privacy and I was big into healing stones. She used to play with them and rearrange them, steal stuff
from me or get my diary to photocopy stuff out of it. Lend clothes and not bring them back, such things.
One day I thought enough is enough, I was very frustrated, angered and mentally at the end of what I was capable after she caused a lot of other
emotional trouble. My mother has a book of shadow, well several ones and they are written in an old Germanic language. One of the few things I
inherited from them. In that book was a description about energies and how to focus them into objects.
So I put all the hate, all the misery, the tears and sorrow I went through because of her, into a fist sized rosen quarz. Over several days until I
had the feeling it's enough. And I wished for my sister big harm when she lifts it (as in, moving or stealing).
One day I was down in the garden, it was late spring time, warm weather and my room window was open. I get a strange feeling and went into the house,
wanted to check out my room. When I entered the house, I heard a loud bang, then screams from the upper floor. Ran upwards and saw my room door open
and my sister running into her room.
When I entered the room, the rosenquarz was no more. Instead it ruptured into tiny little shards, I found them years after while cleaning. The shards
and pieces were everywhere, little fine pink dust and shards in and above the lamp shades, behind furniture, even inside my drawers. I charged after
my sister because I then thought she smashed my rosen quarz to pieces.
Ran into her room and was about to beat her up, never did that before, quiet the other way around. But there she was, crying and out of herself, about
to puke and really light colored in her face. We both got sick that day and it took two other horrible days until I got a connection to the rosen
quarz and the ritual I repeated on it.
It stopped over the course of hours after I started praying for forgiveness and granted it to my sister. From that day on I am very cautious what to
wish for, be it good or bad. That's why the other post above is so warning.
We all can tap into such things. The book of shadow, today I know it's not a collection of rituals granted to work but a fine feeling from my mother,
who was practicing Paganism. She was also very observant and connected to nature, would run off the path in an unknown forest to come back with
mushrooms and berries she could not have seen or known about beforehand.
She could read the forest and it can be learned. Attention to detail and a bit of intuition is all you need. Because I often do not trust my
intuition, I use to carry a labradorite stone around my neck since around a year and no matter if it is placebo effect, it helps me listen to my
intuition.
Before that I had a polished labradorite "answering" some thoughts in creepy ways. For example one day I shouted at my daughter because she ran
through the housing with her dirty rubber boots and when I asked myself if that was too harsh, at that very moment, my labradorite stone somehow
rolled off the window bench. I heard the first noise of it impacting and something rolling, thought "if it's the labradorite, I know I was too harsh".
A second later it rolled through the door and I had my answer.