This experience I don't spend anytime thinking about for obvious reasons.
It's something that happened one night many many years ago after getting home after being out until the early hours..1am, 2am maybe? with my mates.
I got home, everyone was in bed and the house was in darkness apart from the landing light that lit up the upstairs landing and the hallway below.
The first room as you enter the house to the right of the hallway is the living room. I remember just walking in and crashing on the couch in complete
darkness as I was so tired, ended up nodding off.
The couch had me laying from head to toe facing the door way leading into the room, so from a laying position I can look past my feet and out to the
I remember suddenly being awake but with my eyes closed, so I opened them but realized I couldn't move or speak, I could feel the wave of panic come
At first I thought I was having some sort of extreme health issue until i started hearing and sensing something in or around me, now im #ing terrified
out of my mind. I felt like I was in the battle of my life trapped in this state, I could see and hear but unable to move or speak. I kept opening and
closing my eyes as I was hearing noises but I was also terrified of seeing something I really didn't want to see so I'd close them again, whatever it
was, was moving around the room, all the while I'm trying to use everything to move some part of me or scream. I first tried to use a physical
response but nothing, I then thought to myself keep calm and try a more passive response to this situation as the forcing myself to move wasn't
working. All the time I'm opening my eyes and closing them trying to avoid seeing something while hearing & feeling the presence of something nearby.
While going through all this I suddenly open my eyes and look out into the hallway where the only bit of light existed, a short big headed light
green/grey type being walked slowly past the door without looking in, I can't express the fear and panic I endured in that frozen state. I just shut
my eyes and fought myself with everything for what seems like ages but it could have only been minutes.
After God knows how long I was able to move and called out for my mother, i felt exhausted, both physically and mentally. I sat up in a daze
questioning what the # just happened?
My mother shouted down asking if I was OK, I just said yeah... Who's gonna believe this # I thought? My second thought was to try and discredit what
just happened by suggesting that maybe it was an hallucination, that's easier to deal with right? But I've just this minute been through it? So you
then think maybe people will start to doubt my sanity if I start to tell people etc...
You start to doubt your own experiences because of how absurd the questions your now asking yourself. You finally end up silencing yourself to keep
everyone you loves idea of you intact.
Saying all that tho, when i put it side by side with the regular sightings over years and years etc...it makes sense right, that something like this
would happen or could be happening to me, Maybe? I don't want to start considering those thoughts even for a second. A big part of me wants it to be a
bad dream, hallucination, night terrors or anything that keeps me in the realm of what we understand as normal, even now I don't want that experience
to be real...its a memory I stay away from even tho deep down I know it happened.
Keeping all of this stuff to myself is the safest most logical thing to do, I know I'm not alone in my approach.
I've never mentioned this to anyone other than my brother as he has personally witnessed a lot of the ufo sightings with me along with the videos
above as well as his own separate experiences.
I'm a grounded and private person with no interest in gaining attention in any capacity. Keep in mind that what I have captured on camera doesn't come
close to what I've witnessed first hand and why i don't need validation regarding any of this. Trust me when I tell you that these things i've seen &
filmed are not drones, planes planets, swamp gas or camera anomalies etc, i can promise you that much 100%.
In saying that, i can also promise you that I don't know what or who they are, or what their agenda is etc, i have no idea.
My personal conclusion surrounding this phenomenon is that unless you've had ufo related experiences first hand, that you'll struggle to accept the
possibility of them being real, you'll have doubts as so you should. I completely understand and I'm totally at peace with that as having some level
of skepticism is a must in life.
I would also like to add that I do think about all the people who will live out their lives never experiencing an event that confirms this phenomenon
as fact as it did for me, makes me feel very lucky and blessed.
What i know for sure about this phenomenon over the past 20+ yrs of personal experiences & sightings:
▪︎It's very real and much closer to us than we realize. If you leave the door open to the possibility(existence) of UFO's then you may
catch a glimpse of them that'll change your perspective and lives forever.
▪︎They(UFO's) have the ability to hear our individual thoughts from an insane amount of distance and know when we're watching them.
(This fact right here is something to keep a note of when listening to people's UFO accounts etc. When I hear people mention
this detail, I know they're probably experiencing something real.)
▪︎Self projection through thought can lead to viewings of UFO's but again you need to be open to the
possibility(existence)as they can hear your thoughts. You also need to spend the time stargazing.
▪︎They(UFO's) sometimes mask themselves as stars. (You'll see how possible this is when watching the videos)
▪︎UFO's flying very close to/with aeroplanes and I'm not talking about small aircraft. I've witnessed this a number of times.
▪︎They(UFO's)flash their light at eachother when passing eachother. (You'll see this in one of the videos)
▪︎They(UFO's)can blurr themselves as well as enlarge/swell. (You'll see this in the first video)
▪︎They(UFO's)can make themselves transparent as well as invisible and not forgetting a brilliant bright light.
▪︎They(UFO's)have the ability to reveal themselves to just you even when your surrounded by a group of people/friends.
This has happened quite a few times to me over the years. Very frustrating!
This is all I know via my own experiences.
The purpose of this post is more for me than you if I'm honest, I've had an overwhelming feeling to share some of these experiences/notes/sightings
etc just once in my life, get it off my chest so to speak.
Like I said, im not concerned with anyone believing me as it changes nothing in my world one way or the other.
Thank You, Peace!