Hi guys, I literally never post or respond. When I do it's a p#take or humour usually and looking back, always dumb. This will most likely be the
same, maybe I'm sick or something.. covid probably.. don't know if it's a rant or a thread starter yet.. but it's definitely rant related so I may
have that bit correct haha
Mods please move it or delete it, if that's needed.
I feel I may be throwing myself to the wolves with this one, strangely I've nothing to lose except myself these days so.. I'm going to pee right
into the wind.
Lots of you here are way above my head or think you are, but most visitors I feel probably aren't. A few maybe know me personally but don't know it
I'm not gonna lie, I have zero educated input at all past what I've seen in my very short 40 odd years, any views are entirely my own. I've not had
much main stream education and haven't watched TV seriously for maybe over 20yrs. Disadvantagely advantaged if that's even a word.. sounds like it
Gotta get yourselves clicking into this one. Even if it's just one of you, that's one more than before. I only walked through the door because it
was pointed out to me, before that I didn't even see a door in the first place. Is this the door you seek?
What's the deal with Asperger's? I'm in my 40's and honestly it's hit me like a frying pan. I'm on my way towards a formal diagnosis but in
reality it's not a needed confirmation and I probably don't want it anyway. I've always known I was 'a bit different' never understood why..
probably other issues but that's the one that cripples me the most.
It's becoming a bigger better wider known issue more recently and the more people I talk with about not only my own problems but listening to theirs
also... There's a bit of a pandemic going on... It definitely seems.
It's a very visually noticeable illness, if you can actually call it that.. I disagree personally, it's an added ability but what comes with it is
poor 'eyesight' a huge struggle with the more menial ways of life, usually down to my own bad habits and others around me and our combined total
lack of understanding.
The whole 'hidden disability' thing, taking your eyes away from the visible ones? Yet it goes unseen by almost everyone, even when they have it, and
once you know it's blindingly dam obvious if you have it, it's very hard to even grasp.
Now my views have been literally blown to bits recently, how the hell could I get this far through my life and not see it myself? How also are the
majority around me completely blind to it? I see the ones that aren't, and have fell victim many many times to them, willingly.. stranger still is,
once you see it, you realise you've always seen it, all around you. You just didn't put the time into yourself enough to learn you. It's honestly
tragic. Tragic magic.
Shall I harness it for my own gain like most would? Not a chance. I'd rather give out free upgrades and a one to one lesson on its use.
Being a conspiracy forum they throw loads at us, poke fun, ignore the truth, belittle etc, I've been guilty too. Helps keep the self realisation
away, right? You've seen all the media tricks, even the ones you haven't noticed yet, you've seen them. I've thought I was crazy thinking am I the
only one that sees this ###! And people chase it, loving it .. me and you included! You'll drive yourself crazy just seeing it, following the
signals, the signs, it's everywhere. Lyrics, music videos, the music itself, TV, films, pictures, books... myself, some of you also, I can say who,
guess at a few more, but I won't.. even see the moments of waking up happening in the entertainment industry. Media isn't just news channels and
It's mind blowingly clever, so very simple but massively complex to understand.
Them - Do you want the red pill or the blue pill?
Me now - no mate I wanna know why tf u offering me pills..
You - oooh the red ones edgy... Gimme that one - also me until very recently...
It's all there to distract you, so they attract you to the distraction further into the darkness and make it feel like you want it or need it, I
think I probably know why they've tried to keep this quiet, not my monkeys..
I can probably have my own circus now, should I want it.
I played a game with a friend, spot the aspie, hate that term but X-Men has been used.. I would "lol" but I'm not quite sure that's even a joke...
He didn't understand how it's possible for me to see it physically, I also don't understand how. I'm not magic, psychic, clever or lucky!
I thought hard about popular faces we knew, gave a name and searched to see if I was correct. We stopped looking once we saw several dozen one after
another.. so shall I blow ya mind further says me.. I can tell you who has it and knows and who has it and doesn't. Just by visuals. It's not even a
secret which makes it even more bizarre to understand. I can read the feelings and project my own should I choose too. Is that normal? Probably
completely natural.. probably being a joke word there...
If people don't understand autism they should probably watch a few YouTube videos about it as soon as they can at the least.
If it's anything relative to anyone interested, I'm reasonably high on the iq test 150-160+ on a good day, and also score massively high on the aq
test and similar on the related ones. To a point i'm quite an analytical type but only within my own understanding. I'm not really want focused
either. I am a needs based person, I know some of you get this stuff, took me 43 yrs to see it and too many times I almost wasn't strong enough. Too
Undiagnosed the average life expectancy is 36 yrs old and mainly affects males. The added pressures of society is killing your children and you don't
even know they're sick. It's not a sympathy thread but with what I now know, I'm lucky I haven't spent my time watching TV!
Depression and anxiety were my best friend, not seen them so much now I know how to stop letting them come round and play. They still come round but a
polite no thankyou is all it takes.
Even if only 1 person bothers themselves enough and Googles "what is Asperger's" then writing this was worth it. Mods included.
It's probably been the most rewarding reading and viewing of my life so far. You'll certainly get more enjoyment watching films afterwards that
you've already seen, watching them play their games with you, a comedy of horrors if u will.. a handful of you know exactly what I mean. Regurgitated
bull# dressed in a different suit and sold over and over to the willing sheep. You all know the media preys on your feelings and emotions, some of you
ust don't understand how they then rearrange them same feelings and emotions.
I am just plain crazy like I'm told. In which case... I'll have the red one please
Oh and trump won! Most just think it's all about an election still, to you, maybe it is. To me? It's one man that rocked the hell out of the whole
worlds thought process, love him or hate him.. thats quite some ability.
Btw im neither a fan nor a hater, merely an observer in this train wreck of existence. It's not a political thread.
If you take advantage of someone who's unaware of your manipulation, you're the devil in every sense and there will always be a bigger light that's
coming for you. The eyes change to fear once they know you know. Rightfully so. The balance has been off for too long, the darkside is scared.