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originally posted by: Matrixsurvivor
The anger is really my pain and frustration at being trapped in this world that is so awful. I see why people (or believers) hang on to the hope of the "next life". No one would if this one was so awesome.
The other thing about why I see this world as being designed by "something" not good, is that any creator that would create animals with pain receptors, emotions, and many things similar to humans, then give us the "go ahead" to use them as food and other things, makes no kind of sense.
To top it off...WE get the blame for how this world is 'fallen'
The only way out is death, and then you have to hope you go somewhere better. Heck, at this point, not existing at all seems more of a relief.
I understand why Job lamented that he wished he'd never been born, after losing his whole family.
originally posted by: davido
a reply to: Matrixsurvivor
In all candor, If you have suffered as I have and endured; you would realize that you come across as a crybaby.
Do not throw your pearls before swine. The fact that you seem to be so upset about this issue, should be concern for you.
If it was not important to you, then you would not be so contentious!
The Beatles:
Speaking words of wisdom-let it be.
I am unsubscribing from this thread because of your negativity. I do not have to prove anything to you sir!
Your spiritual vertigo is not my fault or responsibility.
Good Day
originally posted by: davido
ok, fair enough. I apologize. we got off on the wrong track. I know a little scripture, but I am not really sure of anything.
It appeared to me that you were acting in a way where you were expecting me to "save" you. I believe in freedom and non conformity;and, proselythizing, or dumping ego on someone else, is something that I disapprove of.
The thing is I am not a Christian. I lost my father and my first love when I was 14 years old. Nancy on 1-4-71 an then my father on 4-1-71. Nancy and I were both 14 at the time. So, 1's and 4's are not lucky for me. I have had paranormal activity occur aound me since I was three years old. I have been to another dimension in a dream, where Nancy told me that I was taking life too seriously. Additionally, I am codependent and psycholical abuse works on me as this appears to be my achilles heal. The ET thing- I witnessed an UFO as large as the moon in the sky when I was 10 years old. I have been told that I was abducted when I was three years old. I wish it never happened, because it destroyed my faith in science. My dad wanted me to be an MD like him, but I had lost all my faith in science, because I know what I saw, and I'm not about to admit to being a quack. Truth is, I do not know what to believe, but I wish I could. Because of the supernatural things that plagued me, I went back to school at 30, to get as much science as I could for grounding. I became an honor student at the University of Miami in electrical engineering, but I dropped out because I started making a lot of money, in the private marketplace. I have tried to live karmicly, which seemed to be working for 40 years, when all the sudden my "mojo" quit working. So, I agree with you about the world sucks. The night of my father's death, I ran out into the rain and cursed Jehova. I could not fatham that God could be so cruel. I became a gnostic for many years, and recently I went back to organized religion,but now I am more inclined to believe the writings of Blavasky. I am not an atheist, as the supernatural events cause me to believe in something, as if the dark side exists then the light must as well.
I am also empathetic, but I have gotten old enough now to realize that I have wasted my breath with nearly everyone I have known. You simply cannot transfer spiritually discerned information from mouth to ear. "No good deed goes unpunished" is the motto that seems the most apt these days. I am still a spiritual person though; and I want to believe that things happen for reasons, and somehow there is some sense to it all. I am old enough now, that it does not appear so. Maybe David Icke is correct about the reptilians? I do not know, nor do I think anyone else does.
I also came across a philosophy when i as 15. It goes something like, if you want to forgive everyone, then deny that evil exists. On a spiritual level, I believe that the devil only exists, if you give him the power, by believing in him. The devil resides in the temple, or in our heart. He manifests as our human ego. There are multiple references in the bible that the kingdom of heaven is within us and that we are Gods. Eyes to see and ears to hear, is something I wrote a poem about, to a girl that was 18 years my younger. Chapel Hill University offered to publish the poem, but they wanted to change 3 words, which changed the theme from the rationalizion of leaving my control freakish wife for the young girl, into calling it a mistake. I did not even know they are a Christian University. Anyway, I told them I could not allow them to make the edit- on principal. The aforementioned philosophy or resolution of dualities, caused me to live in heaven on earth, before reality reared it's ugly head after about three months. So, i have born the burden of spiritual conflict for my entire life;and, it does not seem to have made any difference, other than curing me of organized religion and a disbelief in karma- in this life anyways. I am glad for you that you care about the animals and have a disregard for industrial abusers. In that, we think alike.
So thanks, for your rational yet critical reply.
peace
originally posted by: davido
The thing is I am not a Christian. I lost my father and my first love when I was 14 years old. Nancy on 1-4-71 an then my father on 4-1-71. Nancy and I were both 14 at the time. So, 1's and 4's are not lucky for me.
originally posted by: davido
That's fantastic! What I didn't tell you guys is that the apparation I witnessed at 3 years old was 3 orbs circling the dining room table very slowly. I bacame paralyzed on the floor, until they floated right over my chest. The orbs were in formation of the bottom triangle of the diagram you posted.
Thank You
Cronus, a.k.a Azazel likes to ruin peoples lives
originally posted by: Matrixsurvivor
So does YHWH. (and that's not picking a fight...it's making a very astute observation). Read the OT lately? Seems YHWH killed indiscriminately, and also ordered his "people" to do the same. What exactly did Azazel do?
( Oh, and I know that Azazel is the "scapegoat" that was sent out into the desert to die, or was it flung off a cliff?). Feel pretty sorry for the poor goat that got "stamped" with being the "scapegoat" for Azazel that day.
What exactly did Azazel do?
Feel pretty sorry for the poor goat that got "stamped" with being the "scapegoat" for Azazel that day.
originally posted by: Matrixsurvivor
a reply to: Tristran
I mean, the "god of THIS world" is just straight up evil.
Do you know how they were in a literal virtual reality in order for the games to commence?
Whoever made it this way is NOT good, by any stretch of the imagination.
But this has nothing to do with whether one is a vegetarian or a carnivore or omnivore. So far you have thrown the cruelty of animals out as if we are all part of it because we chose to eat meat. But what you don't understand is that under your own thinking killing a plant would be just as wicked as killing an animal.
Eccl 3:21 Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
Prov 12:10 ¶ A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel.
Ge 3:19 In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.
Now having said that God is the God of all. But he chooses to allow Satan to rule until he time o fulfillment has come.
2Cor 4:4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them
I would give you some scriptures but you hate Paul so no use in trying.
But then again you don't like anything from Paul so what's the point.
See above question.
Other than what I have said about Homosexuals you have never heard me judge a single one.
As far a genocide God only allowed Israel to wipe out nations and that for a reason.
Hard love is sometimes the best kind of love some can get. Especially when their hearts are so hard.
So far you have thrown the cruelty of animals out as if we are all part of it because we chose to eat meat.
My nine year old has more compassion that either you or your son and yet he is labeled intellectually disabled.
The god of this world is not JHVH or Jesus it is Satan but then again you don't believe a word of Paul, but I will quote him anyway
Maxi, I have nothing against you but you have some real issues to work out with God and that much is for sure. Not sure if I can help you or not.
Good night, get some rest sounds like you need it