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mysterioustranger
I dated this gal several years ago.
She would claim to see shadow people, sometimes even standing over us while sleeping.
She also slept walked.
One time she was in the corner of a hotel room, sitting cross legged, leaning forward and back repeatedly, she was still asleep however.
I said to her, "its ok, you're just asleep."
She proceeded to laugh, absolutely menacingly. Very deep cackle type of deal.
That same year, i had a dream, and in the dream, a name was embedded in my mind. I was still with this gal at the time. That day i voice searched her
name to bring up her contact information on my phone. Rather than her name appearing as the search result, it was the name from my dream, right there
in my phone. And the name is by no means common.
Later that day, i told my close friend who is also sensitive to this stuff about the dream, and what had happened when i voice searched her name. He
paused and didnt believe what he was hearing, like it was de ja vu. He proceeded to say, "that happened to me today too." I asked him what he meant
and he replied, "i voice searched your name today on my phone." He went on to say that the search result said "Jesus".
Dont worry, i have no delusions lf being some sort of superman. I had a dream when i was 5 of creating the Universe. It was cool, kind of like in
Interstellar when he goes into the black hole and sees the grid lines. Thats exactly what i saw. Tried a certain substance too that is present in your
brain at death. Sent me right back to that creation dream. However, like my title says here, i consider myself to be lets say a witness of sorts
Anyway, my experiences with this gal peaked as i slowly felt a creeping dread, an intense dread the likes of which i cannot explain or express for not
only my sake, but for your peace of mind.
I had already experienced quite a bit of odd coincidences, strings of events, and very real supernormal or paranormal oddities. For example, i had
been drawing a triangle with a circle inscribed inside several times throughout this one week on a notepad. Later that week, i was attending a class,
and as i left, i noticed that someone had drawn the same symbol on the bottom right of he board and undenearh it read, "well said.' When i told this
story to my paranormal interested friend, he told me that a house nearby had that symbol. I went to look, and sure enough, this brick tattered
structure with obelisks, pyramids, and that symbol in the center of the arch in the front. We did some digging and the urban legends include the idea
that its illuminati, masonic inspired, or the guy who built it claimed it was to communicate with otherwordly beings and to protect that city from
being invaded.
Nothing was as bloody intense as that one fateful night though...
We had moved to a forest town north of the nearby bay. This feeling of being in imminent danger, along with a slew of what, honest to god, were very
real paranormal happenings (which included people seemingly becoming possessed for moments at a time.) Im talking people stopping dead in their
tracks, immediately turn their head straight towards ya, and theyd utter, "It's Satan."
Things got progressively more intense (i felt like i was literally Atlas trying to hold together this reality). That night, however, changed my
life.
I was with the gal in the house, experiencing what can best be described as a massive panic attack coupled with a feeling of such extreme dread that
it could crush a persons soul.
Suddenly, our two cats began to absolutely FREAK THE HELL OUT. The female was vomiting everywhere and my cat had this absolutely insane smile. Have
you ever seen a cat smile so hard, open mouthed, like its the #ing rapture or something?
Then I heard...it.
....
What i heard was not an animal. It was not a human. Whatever the Hell this thing was, very, very, well, not good. It was uttering these harsh, raspy,
gutteral utterances,; it was speaking.
Our cats looked absolutely petrified at this point, and i was ready to be out of there.
Stupidly, this gal i was with, she went out to confront it. I ran out and yelled at her to come back immediately. I cant recall if i lost sight of her
when she went outside.
The next day i left the house and that city for good. She and i separated shortly after. The day after i left the house, our next door neighbor's
house burned to the ground.
What to take from all of it? You want to know my honest opinion?
It's real. Very real. And it isnt real. It isnt real at all. You see its like a televsion, reality that is. Channels? Dimensions? That stuff. From
what i understand, there exist entities (photonic? Atomic? Dark matter?) Our minds, and believe it or not, through the act of ignorance, effectively
"destabilize' or 'restabilize" that local reality. Through this, we may or may not observe these overlapping dimensions/realities and subsequent
beings or entities from those domains.
My ex, this gal, she was dark, real dark. She would read the necronomicon, id wake up in the middle of the night with her appearing to be doing some
sort of hand, finger gesture to the middle of my forehead...while she was still asleep.
She'd also joke about how this other gal i knew was the devil...only to then joke that she herself held that title.
This encounter occurred in 2012. I wish i was lying, i wish none of it were true. I felt like alice in wonderland, wondering wtf to do and how to go
about all of it. On december 21, 2012 i had a dream that morning where i met myself..future
I see a therapist due to that night and the feeling whatever it was gave me. Ive seen over 10, this one was the only one who wasnt scared #less of my
story.
To recap, ive been through some very extreme paranormal, super normal stuff. This isnt even close to all of it too. I have documented evidence of
really odd occurrences including a handful of genuinely strange craft in the sky performing in a manner that didnt seem viable by our technology. I
mean to say i have a treasure trove of experience. With many multi witness testimonies to back me up.
When people attack me, call me crazy, or otherwise try to bring me down for reasoning that there is validity to these topics, you know what it
immediately reminds me of?
That thing that night.
As i mentioned earlier, we, through belief or ignorance, through the law of attraction, through substances and experiences, can essentially open
gateways within our minds, or close the gates in defense with the hope that that will preserve oneself.
I guess what it boils down to is, does ignorance really prevent and minimize the effects of these "things" or does it simply make us more docile and
complacent?
Tbh, im on the fence about it. I think the abiiity to mediate and filter the flow of what is effecting your mind is crucial. Its recognizing garbage
that can be hard, and sometimes by the time you recognize it as garbage, its too late and the damage is already dealt.
My honest advice is to be cautious about all of it. Live happily and peacefully, but remember, you never really leave the jungle.
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