posted on Jun, 10 2014 @ 09:33 PM
a reply to: Expat888
Now you sound like my dad. (A Air America plank owner), but it isn't bad advice. I do what I can in my community and it does help a bit.
For the most part, I sleep well...but every now and then, well, I'm sure you know. And it is those times that will destroy days for me. Not survivors
guilt or anything, but just feeling bad that their lives were tossed away for nothing.
I sit here having served 31 years honorably and it all feels like it was for nothing in the long run. I worry about the families I have met and helped
through my travels. Crap! I can see now that it will be one of those nights again.
Sorry man, I had to vent.