posted on Jul, 16 2012 @ 02:29 PM
To the lost soul. This is for you.
I don't know what else to say.
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I am the withered rose. I lie on the closed coffin of my generations ruin.
I am the tribute, the sacrifice,.....the lamb to the slaughter....I have no funeral but that of my honored host.
I chose to ride the dragon. I chose to sink deep into oblivion....I lose.
I chose to slay the dragon, I chose to raise the dead....I lose.
I chose not...I lose....I chose.....I think I win, but lose...
I don't want to play....I already bet on that horse....I will lose....
So be it....We might win though.....hope is all we got....
I hope we win....I know I will lose...I know it...
I need to forget..
I want to be free....I want....I NEED.....
I need to die...or pay taxes....I will want no more...
I love. Win or Lose.
I love to love. I hate to hate. I can't hate my enemies. I am worthless. I love them..I am a traitor.
I am nothing.
Now I start to gain ground. I am nothing. I can become....hope.
I hope.
I hope because I love.
Let me lose, we will win.
We must not win or lose. It is our game after all.
Mortal combat. I hope because I love....I war for it all.
I commit. I am war..I will be destroyed into peace.
Destroy me. I am war. I am my war. Destroy me. I have my peace.