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Originally posted by Freeman
I have been feeling weak last few years, very weak. I will say why sometime later. mainly physical emotional and mental health, its very poor and i cant do anything about it. Right now i get these paranoid "fits" couple of times a day when im really afraid. I call them "catatonics". Last few hours and feels like someone is pulling my skin off.
At the same time i am very confused, and, i admit, on heavy anti psychotic medication. But it is no fault of my own, i have been through utter nightmare and hell during the last 7 years. I have been to some places and met people i would never wish to know...
Originally posted by havok
There is absolutely nothing to be scared of.
You are a human being! The top of the food chain!
Originally posted by FlyersFan
The diseases running through my body ... sjogrens, glaucoma, degenerative disc disease, etc ... tell me that there is plenty to be scared of and we aren't at the top of the chain. Something else is in charge and we can't run away from It/Him/Her/Whatever. Autoimmune fatigue, pain, potential blindness,ect ect .. all systemic and progressive ... all very intimidating IMHO.
Originally posted by smyleegrl
As a rape survivor
Originally posted by Freeman
Originally posted by smyleegrl
As a rape survivor
Back in childhood, no - infancy, i suffered a whole array of abuse
Some of it has shaped my life dramatically
Originally posted by yourmaker
reply to post by smyleegrl
I am a man and I would do ANYTHING to prevent you or anyone on street from getting hurt in anyway.
keep your sense of awareness but don't let it determine in your mind that we can all hurt you.
of course I can't speak for you, but I just wanted to let you know, there is at least one strange man out there who would do their best to ensure the best for you, even though I don't know you.